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so havent really updated in a while bunch of stuff is going on schools almost out and at first i was really sad but actually im really excited im leaving for arkansas on the 26th it will be me and my sister driving ha its seriously gonna be hell and we both kno it she is like the WORST person to sit in the car with for 18 hours ill prolly be the one driving the whole time too which is gonna suck but w/e im burning sooooo many cds for that trip but yeah when iget there it will be just a time to get away and think about everything i want in life and idk i think its gonna help me b/c lately i have been feeling kinda lost idk its hard to explain but ppl have told me i have changed a lot and i kno i have but no1 can really tell me how i have and i just need to get away and figure out everything but yeah i hope this summer will be better than the last b/c last summer i stayed in arkansas for the whole month of june and wow that month reallllly changed my life A LOT but last summer in july was awesome b/c i chilled with kayce and tristin the whole time and it was great ha me and tristin did fireworks every night and got the cops called on us ha that was great hmm we went fishing a lot too and i caught a gator which was so freaking cool i told her i was gonna do it and i wasnt gonna leave til i did and it took me an hour but finally got it yeah it did the death role thingy a bunch when i was pulling it in but o well it was fun and im going to make sure this summer is better but neways my mom said ill be comin back the first week of june so yeah when i get back i hope to be hanging out with friends a lot and just having fun and i want to throw a party one time like idk a real party but idk if thats really gona happen but yeah well last week i went 86 hours with only 2 hours sleep yeah it was krazy i was actually smart in class and my friend told me i should stop sleeping more often so wow but hmm i didnt sleep on thursday night stayed up did nothing or atleast something that wasnt really worth staying up for at all oo wait nvm i wrote a note ha yeah i tend to write notes when i stay up but yeah oo annnd when i was doing my hair i guess i like got my ear with the straitner thingy and like i didnt even realize it so like my ear pealed and shit and now its got this sore on it but yeah i didnt even feel it dude it was weird so yeah also when i stay up i kinda like forget like everything so like a lot of yesterday is blank to me kinda weird but w/e but yeah last night i stayed at home and did nothing at all geez ever since i have gotten off being grounded i have really done nothing its kinda gay but o well today was actually fun i woke up at 2 which is awesome cuz like usually no matter how late i stay up i wake up at 10 its crazy but yeah woke up at 2 drove around got food came home watched a movie then went over to my homies house and chilled for a while havent really talked to her in while either so that was fun then came home like 8 i think or 7 idk when really but yeah so came home got online for a lil while then drove around went to blockbuster got a few movies came home watched one then went drove around some more and ha im always trying to see how fast i can get in walden lake so tonight i got up to 75 that is a personal record seeing the speed limit is 30 which totally sucks cuz i could never drive that slow but i have been in like a high speed mood lately and ahh i cant wait til school is out im really gonna miss seeing every1 everyday but im sick of school and idk why but i have this feeling that next year i could be 10 days late to school hmm idk why just have that feeling idk i just cant wait til that last day of school when im all done with exams and work uh its exciting just hope at after the bell rings i can meet up with my friends and just talk and say bye hmm it shall be sad for some ppl so idk but yeah uhh i think im bout to go drive around some more and get some reeses pieces from walmart cuz they are the best candy in the world so hope every1 is having fun and im sure some ppl are out getting drunk on their saturday nights *cough* but hey i dont want to start and rumors right so ill keep my mouth shut and keep the rumors up to them hmm alright well im out love ya!!!