Alright, Alright
*Deep Breath*
So, in order to fully bring Livejournal back into the lives of me and all of my friends, we must get back to what really grips our attention: the life, the love, the drama of it all. Now, my friend Jack and I were talking today about how much our lives really don't have all of the sordid drama that they used to have seeing as we aren't boy-crazed (more me than her), emotionally stunted 16 year-olds. So to start I'll just update a little.
Sammy is my whole world. I mean that in the sense that I love her more and more every day and that I'll do anything for her. I also mean that it literally is me and her, all day...every day. Now, I meant what I said, I love my 5 month old baby girl, but sometimes life is a little daunting knowing that you don't have much help from others to take her off your hands. My mom tries to help (that's where I'm living now) but she works so much that she really can only take her for a bit on the weekends. Her dad helps, he sees her every day, but it isn't for more than an hour (it usually is less than that). So in a month when I start weening her to formula it will be very bittersweet. I'll miss the connection, knowing that I'm the only one that can give her the nourishment she needs. But it'll be good knowing that I can have a night to go out with friends (and lets face it, drink). So yeah.
I could talk about her dad. Lord knows I have a lot of crap to say on that matter, but that's not necessarily a subject that I'm ready to express to the masses (or to the three people that still have LJ accounts). We'll just leave it at he's a wonderful father, he loves her very much and I can only hope that maybe one day we'll be a whole family again.
I miss my friends. All of them. I have lunch every week w/my friends Jane and Angie from work and I (hopefully) will be hanging out with Jack Attack more often, but I miss being able to see my friends everyday, even if it were in a school setting. What I really want is to have a great big hang out with everyone. Give everyone a great big hug. :)
So, in order to fully bring Livejournal back into the lives of me and all of my friends, we must get back to what really grips our attention: the life, the love, the drama of it all. Now, my friend Jack and I were talking today about how much our lives really don't have all of the sordid drama that they used to have seeing as we aren't boy-crazed (more me than her), emotionally stunted 16 year-olds. So to start I'll just update a little.
Sammy is my whole world. I mean that in the sense that I love her more and more every day and that I'll do anything for her. I also mean that it literally is me and her, all day...every day. Now, I meant what I said, I love my 5 month old baby girl, but sometimes life is a little daunting knowing that you don't have much help from others to take her off your hands. My mom tries to help (that's where I'm living now) but she works so much that she really can only take her for a bit on the weekends. Her dad helps, he sees her every day, but it isn't for more than an hour (it usually is less than that). So in a month when I start weening her to formula it will be very bittersweet. I'll miss the connection, knowing that I'm the only one that can give her the nourishment she needs. But it'll be good knowing that I can have a night to go out with friends (and lets face it, drink). So yeah.
I could talk about her dad. Lord knows I have a lot of crap to say on that matter, but that's not necessarily a subject that I'm ready to express to the masses (or to the three people that still have LJ accounts). We'll just leave it at he's a wonderful father, he loves her very much and I can only hope that maybe one day we'll be a whole family again.
I miss my friends. All of them. I have lunch every week w/my friends Jane and Angie from work and I (hopefully) will be hanging out with Jack Attack more often, but I miss being able to see my friends everyday, even if it were in a school setting. What I really want is to have a great big hang out with everyone. Give everyone a great big hug. :)