Summer
I haven't updated in forever. Even then I don't think it was a legitemate one so here we go....
I miss the Quad C people something fierce. Which only shows me that I will miss them even more when they are gone next year and such. I'm getting more and more excited about the NY trip, although I'm really starting to worry about cash flow. It'll all work out, I know, but still...
I've been doing a lot of hanging out. Not really with people most of the time. Just myself, maybe Perryn. Although last night Katy, Jackie, Sarah and I hung out and it felt really good. I've been looking back at stuff a lot lately. Things that seem so long ago, but aren't. Things that seemed perfect, but weren't. Its amazing how much I have learned about life in the last four years. I hung out with Lorenz and Chris the other night, and it reminded me of my senior year. The second semester of it mostly. I think seeing them together is what got me started on this whole thinking thing, even though most of my 'past' thinking is about a time before I knew them.
Now on to boys. Since starting the job at Pappadeaux I have met so many people, so many guys. I've already developed a crush on and gotten over three guys. (weren't very strong crushes.) One I realized that I just didn't care for, one that quit so no point there, and one that is dating a hostess, and I sure as hell won't do that shit. Now there is a fourth one. And I'm not sure how he feels. I feel incredibly girly and giggly when I'm around him, which then makes me feel like an idiot, because he's older, and I feel like I should be more mature and stuff. How much older you ask? He's 26. But he's cute and nice. I'll do some more in-depth studying of him, and we'll see. Who knows, maybe my ps^3 will be getting bigger soon. Just kiddin'. That's not what I strive for in life. Ha. Anyways.
Trying to think if there is anything else needed to say. I'm sure there is, but in the mean time, I'm going to list the people that I miss, and wish I could see soon.
Nikki, Nessa, DJ, Ryan, Chris, Matt Bailey, Matt Page, Jeremy (I miss his laugh), Sal, Subway David, Jon, KJ, and the countless number of Quad C kids, the top of the list being Serna, Kim, Hollye, Andy, Carter, Julie, Wade, Thomas, Andrea, Josh, Amber, Michelle, Justin A.P., the Brians and of course, Dirty Uncle Jimmy. Half of those people haven't been quad c people for awhile, but still...
I get to see Chris tonight at work. That's the guy's name. Go figure. Might as well throw a third Chris into the 'Guys I've dated' pile. In a row. Lord. Alright, well, I'll talk to you guys later.
Love to all.
I miss the Quad C people something fierce. Which only shows me that I will miss them even more when they are gone next year and such. I'm getting more and more excited about the NY trip, although I'm really starting to worry about cash flow. It'll all work out, I know, but still...
I've been doing a lot of hanging out. Not really with people most of the time. Just myself, maybe Perryn. Although last night Katy, Jackie, Sarah and I hung out and it felt really good. I've been looking back at stuff a lot lately. Things that seem so long ago, but aren't. Things that seemed perfect, but weren't. Its amazing how much I have learned about life in the last four years. I hung out with Lorenz and Chris the other night, and it reminded me of my senior year. The second semester of it mostly. I think seeing them together is what got me started on this whole thinking thing, even though most of my 'past' thinking is about a time before I knew them.
Now on to boys. Since starting the job at Pappadeaux I have met so many people, so many guys. I've already developed a crush on and gotten over three guys. (weren't very strong crushes.) One I realized that I just didn't care for, one that quit so no point there, and one that is dating a hostess, and I sure as hell won't do that shit. Now there is a fourth one. And I'm not sure how he feels. I feel incredibly girly and giggly when I'm around him, which then makes me feel like an idiot, because he's older, and I feel like I should be more mature and stuff. How much older you ask? He's 26. But he's cute and nice. I'll do some more in-depth studying of him, and we'll see. Who knows, maybe my ps^3 will be getting bigger soon. Just kiddin'. That's not what I strive for in life. Ha. Anyways.
Trying to think if there is anything else needed to say. I'm sure there is, but in the mean time, I'm going to list the people that I miss, and wish I could see soon.
Nikki, Nessa, DJ, Ryan, Chris, Matt Bailey, Matt Page, Jeremy (I miss his laugh), Sal, Subway David, Jon, KJ, and the countless number of Quad C kids, the top of the list being Serna, Kim, Hollye, Andy, Carter, Julie, Wade, Thomas, Andrea, Josh, Amber, Michelle, Justin A.P., the Brians and of course, Dirty Uncle Jimmy. Half of those people haven't been quad c people for awhile, but still...
I get to see Chris tonight at work. That's the guy's name. Go figure. Might as well throw a third Chris into the 'Guys I've dated' pile. In a row. Lord. Alright, well, I'll talk to you guys later.
Love to all.