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Why do I ever feel pity for Bob? Hes sitting alone in the kitchen eating his KFC that he bought for everyone, very large portions, yet hes alone. Him and my mom are in another fight, as always, his fault, and I hate the guy. I dont want to be in there, but I somehow think that my mom should be in there with him just for the fact that she wont divorce him. They are taking marriage counceling, and they made a couple of bets with the counselor. Bob wasnt supposed to drink before 8 o'clock PERIOD and my mom wasn't supposed to "bitch" for the week. Well its REALLY obvious that Bob has been drinking today, WAAAAAAY before 8 so my mom started "bitching" and I was stuck in the middle of the whole fight in the kitchen feeding the dogs. Then my mom left and I am still ALONE in the kitchen with Bob with him yelling so loud that I am well sure that the neighbors could hear him.
I DONT FEEL PITY. This morning they were fighting as well about everything that annoys Bob. I walk up from downstairs (because I could hear EVERYTHING) and I looked at Bob and said oh yeah and can we complain about you like this? I have so MANY MANY MANY complaints about him, but I am never allowed to voice it. I dont care anymore. Then he walked out of the kitchen and into the bathroom area and saw that a package of blinds (the box) had been knocked down. So he starts in about how hes the only one who knows how to pick stuff up (yes I clean EVERYTHING he says up, cause its all curse words) and I was like oh yeah and what makes you any better that you couldnt have been one of em to pick it up in the first place? GAAA hes so freakin' annoying I hate him so much. I Have to get out of here.
Anyhow, I went shopping today, weeee hoooo! I bought two belts, a pair of pants from The Buckle, and I bought a shirt and a half-zip fleece hoodie from Abercrombie and Fitch. I still have so much more shopping to do, I cant wait to go to Birch Run.
My mom found out that she has some bad nerve damage in her back and arms. I think she said she had a bad disk in her back or something. It needs surgery, but she WONT do it. I dont know what they are going to do on her, but its not good. I cant lose her, ahhh I already lost my dad, I just hope its not more than what they think it is, as in cancer. I am most likely overeacting, but the thought keeps coming in my mind.
I have had REALLY bad dreams about my dad lately as well. I dont know why but its happening and its really getting to me. In every dream hes either being killed, raped, burned, blown up, chased, or something along those lines. I wake up and dont know what to do, and its REALLY killing my sleep pattern. My days and nights are mixed up, and I dont know how I am going to get back onto track for school.
We will be going to Birch Run on Tuesday, the 16th, that is if the neurosergeon doesnt call my mom and my mom has to go in on that day. On the 19th I do believe that I will be going to Aaron's b-day party. Michelle's b-day is coming up soon as well. Aaron's party is a pool party and on the invite he said to bring whatever you use to swim, meaning a suit and towel lol. So I am going to show up with a pink floaty ring, foot flippers, the orange arm floats, the HUGE goggles that go with a snorkle, and a snorkle lol. I just hope that his friends have a little sense of humor, he does, but I know no one but him.
Ok so yeah, lol thats my life of today. However the brightest part of my day was this REALLY gorgeous Asian guy that works at Abercrombie and Fitch. WHOA I mean he was PERFECT lol.
I DONT FEEL PITY. This morning they were fighting as well about everything that annoys Bob. I walk up from downstairs (because I could hear EVERYTHING) and I looked at Bob and said oh yeah and can we complain about you like this? I have so MANY MANY MANY complaints about him, but I am never allowed to voice it. I dont care anymore. Then he walked out of the kitchen and into the bathroom area and saw that a package of blinds (the box) had been knocked down. So he starts in about how hes the only one who knows how to pick stuff up (yes I clean EVERYTHING he says up, cause its all curse words) and I was like oh yeah and what makes you any better that you couldnt have been one of em to pick it up in the first place? GAAA hes so freakin' annoying I hate him so much. I Have to get out of here.
Anyhow, I went shopping today, weeee hoooo! I bought two belts, a pair of pants from The Buckle, and I bought a shirt and a half-zip fleece hoodie from Abercrombie and Fitch. I still have so much more shopping to do, I cant wait to go to Birch Run.
My mom found out that she has some bad nerve damage in her back and arms. I think she said she had a bad disk in her back or something. It needs surgery, but she WONT do it. I dont know what they are going to do on her, but its not good. I cant lose her, ahhh I already lost my dad, I just hope its not more than what they think it is, as in cancer. I am most likely overeacting, but the thought keeps coming in my mind.
I have had REALLY bad dreams about my dad lately as well. I dont know why but its happening and its really getting to me. In every dream hes either being killed, raped, burned, blown up, chased, or something along those lines. I wake up and dont know what to do, and its REALLY killing my sleep pattern. My days and nights are mixed up, and I dont know how I am going to get back onto track for school.
We will be going to Birch Run on Tuesday, the 16th, that is if the neurosergeon doesnt call my mom and my mom has to go in on that day. On the 19th I do believe that I will be going to Aaron's b-day party. Michelle's b-day is coming up soon as well. Aaron's party is a pool party and on the invite he said to bring whatever you use to swim, meaning a suit and towel lol. So I am going to show up with a pink floaty ring, foot flippers, the orange arm floats, the HUGE goggles that go with a snorkle, and a snorkle lol. I just hope that his friends have a little sense of humor, he does, but I know no one but him.
Ok so yeah, lol thats my life of today. However the brightest part of my day was this REALLY gorgeous Asian guy that works at Abercrombie and Fitch. WHOA I mean he was PERFECT lol.