holy shit! liz is still alive!!!
yes, in fact, i did not die. i never read this thing. i'd like to but i rarely find the time or motivation. and updating?? forget about it!!! so here's my long overdue update!!!
family - well, that's been going downhill. some of you know why but i don't want to get into it. good news is that it's getting a lil bit better now. my sister got married and it was awesome!! i'm so happy for her! i love my brother in law and his kids. they're great!
school - i'm back here at worthington. i'm taking 19 credits. it sucks. most of my classes are cool though. i just wish i understood math. oh well. i'm president of the music club which is awesome. so i'm in charge of band and chorus and thus have lots of fun responsibility and things i need to do. some of it is awesome though, aside from endless meetings. it's good to be back home (as in psu here). i loved living in state college, but school down there for me wasn't worth it, at all.
work - i manage now on tuesdays at friendlys. that's going well. i think i did ok this week. they didn't call to fire me, so that's a good sign. i work tuesdays, thursdays, fridays, and sundays. about 25 hours. not too bad but with school (monday and wednesday 8am-6pm) it kinda blows. i'm still teaching saturday mornings. that's fun. not bad money either. i've made over $1000 just at the barn alone this summer.
friends - everyone is good! i miss the people that moved away though. and those who are here i wish i could see more often. trying to balance working and school and friends is hard and i'm not good at it. i'm sorry. i love all you guys! you know i'm here if you need me.
warning...mushy stuff up ahead!!! don't read if you think you can't handle it...
love - i love chris. i really do. so much in fact that it's scary hehe. on monday it'll be 3 months since we officially have been a couple. if you count when the whole thing started it's gonna be a year in january. but we finally got our acts together and everything is great. we went to maine for a romantic weekend away. it was soooooooooo nice. i wish i didn't have to come back. i don't have any complaints about this relationship and that makes me so happy! things are getting pretty serious. i really didn't think things would go this well. i was so worried in the beginning that i'd freak out and be gone. he's stolen my heart and doesn't want to give it back. man, sometimes i gross myself out. last night we were sitting in his car and he made me cry because he was being so sweet...which contrary to what everyone thinks, is him just being him. i know he loves me and it feels great. my only problem is that i feel like no matter how close we get i still want to be closer. it's such a weird feeling! but it's a good one! he got a new job so it's hard to find time to be together. we're making it work though. i have so much to say about him but i don't want to bore you people.
ok, i'm done for now...time for a nap before work!! :) bye my loves!
family - well, that's been going downhill. some of you know why but i don't want to get into it. good news is that it's getting a lil bit better now. my sister got married and it was awesome!! i'm so happy for her! i love my brother in law and his kids. they're great!
school - i'm back here at worthington. i'm taking 19 credits. it sucks. most of my classes are cool though. i just wish i understood math. oh well. i'm president of the music club which is awesome. so i'm in charge of band and chorus and thus have lots of fun responsibility and things i need to do. some of it is awesome though, aside from endless meetings. it's good to be back home (as in psu here). i loved living in state college, but school down there for me wasn't worth it, at all.
work - i manage now on tuesdays at friendlys. that's going well. i think i did ok this week. they didn't call to fire me, so that's a good sign. i work tuesdays, thursdays, fridays, and sundays. about 25 hours. not too bad but with school (monday and wednesday 8am-6pm) it kinda blows. i'm still teaching saturday mornings. that's fun. not bad money either. i've made over $1000 just at the barn alone this summer.
friends - everyone is good! i miss the people that moved away though. and those who are here i wish i could see more often. trying to balance working and school and friends is hard and i'm not good at it. i'm sorry. i love all you guys! you know i'm here if you need me.
warning...mushy stuff up ahead!!! don't read if you think you can't handle it...
love - i love chris. i really do. so much in fact that it's scary hehe. on monday it'll be 3 months since we officially have been a couple. if you count when the whole thing started it's gonna be a year in january. but we finally got our acts together and everything is great. we went to maine for a romantic weekend away. it was soooooooooo nice. i wish i didn't have to come back. i don't have any complaints about this relationship and that makes me so happy! things are getting pretty serious. i really didn't think things would go this well. i was so worried in the beginning that i'd freak out and be gone. he's stolen my heart and doesn't want to give it back. man, sometimes i gross myself out. last night we were sitting in his car and he made me cry because he was being so sweet...which contrary to what everyone thinks, is him just being him. i know he loves me and it feels great. my only problem is that i feel like no matter how close we get i still want to be closer. it's such a weird feeling! but it's a good one! he got a new job so it's hard to find time to be together. we're making it work though. i have so much to say about him but i don't want to bore you people.
ok, i'm done for now...time for a nap before work!! :) bye my loves!