Got to be something destructively daring - It's got the best of me :(
I cannot believe how tired I am at this moment. I had a good 8 hours last night but now I'm struggling to keep my eyes open. I wanna sleep!! But I can't until 11 so I'm procrastinating. Lalala
I'm looking forward to Saturday so I can get the newspaper. I know! It's sad that THAT is what I'm looking forward to. Anyway, it's because I want to check out the job guide and look for any good (and in my league) Government jobs in Melbourne. I know I said I'll hold out for the probation period, but it's really getting unbearable! It's so mindless and boring and my managers annoying. The Boy thinks I should stick it out until the move. And once again, I know he's right. Shhh! :P The thought of staying there is a nice black cloud on my rainbow of happiness. Not really, I was exaggerating a bit. "I've told you a million times not to exaggerate!" Mooo. We'll see. It's only about four months... And it will get busier so it'll be more fun... It's times like these I wish I had a pastry case to detail. Or batches and batches of SHC that need to be mixed. Even a sanitizer to clean!! I'm beggin you!!
Anyway, was feeling a bit mopey when I finally finished work. Headed off to The Boys to do our jogging ritual. Oh God, I nearly died! My calves were killing me! And my asthma felt like it was coming back. I found it harder to stay focused today than I did last week. Even with my happy music. Although I found when my favourite songs came on and I started smiling that I ran faster and without difficulty.
Felt better once I got back. And I was proud because I wanted to stop halfway for a rest but I kept on going! Yay for life!! So I was happy and the fresh air de-stressed me.
Ok.. I'm too tired to ramble on. Think I shall get ready for bed and do reading. I've been wanting to read or sketch for ages but I spend too much time with Toshi... Oh, I love my laptop...
Bah!! So friggin tired!! T_T
I'm going
I'm looking forward to Saturday so I can get the newspaper. I know! It's sad that THAT is what I'm looking forward to. Anyway, it's because I want to check out the job guide and look for any good (and in my league) Government jobs in Melbourne. I know I said I'll hold out for the probation period, but it's really getting unbearable! It's so mindless and boring and my managers annoying. The Boy thinks I should stick it out until the move. And once again, I know he's right. Shhh! :P The thought of staying there is a nice black cloud on my rainbow of happiness. Not really, I was exaggerating a bit. "I've told you a million times not to exaggerate!" Mooo. We'll see. It's only about four months... And it will get busier so it'll be more fun... It's times like these I wish I had a pastry case to detail. Or batches and batches of SHC that need to be mixed. Even a sanitizer to clean!! I'm beggin you!!
Anyway, was feeling a bit mopey when I finally finished work. Headed off to The Boys to do our jogging ritual. Oh God, I nearly died! My calves were killing me! And my asthma felt like it was coming back. I found it harder to stay focused today than I did last week. Even with my happy music. Although I found when my favourite songs came on and I started smiling that I ran faster and without difficulty.
Felt better once I got back. And I was proud because I wanted to stop halfway for a rest but I kept on going! Yay for life!! So I was happy and the fresh air de-stressed me.
Ok.. I'm too tired to ramble on. Think I shall get ready for bed and do reading. I've been wanting to read or sketch for ages but I spend too much time with Toshi... Oh, I love my laptop...
Bah!! So friggin tired!! T_T
I'm going