Of Course it Hurt it's a hole in my tongue.

May 15, 2009 04:55

Sometimes I wonder exactly where in my life I ended up doing the exact thing I told myself I would NOT be doing months ago. Five months ago exactly. I decided that this entire Ch mess would be solved and I would get on about my shit. Instead I find myself an entire year after this whole thing started and it's no more resolved now than it is then. How ridiculous.

I'mpleased that the semester is almost over but worried as shit because I'm a bad student. I'm not sure anything in this world will ever make me an a student. but I hope I'll find it.

I got my tongue pierced for my birthday. It's been five days so far. Everyone else I have talked to about it told me they didn't eat for anywhere from 2 - 6 days after they got it done. I have eaten every day but I sacrificed sounding normal. I can't pronounce r's l's or th's apparently everyone thinks I sound hilarious ( a word I can't say ) but it ticks me off that everyone tells the same stupid joke over again and that no one has the common courtesy not to laugh in my face.

My tongue is swollen and all people can do is laugh in my face. How fucking rude is that? I do no appreciate it.
I take it good naturedly but it really makes me regret showing up place when all everyone does is laugh at every word that falls out of your face. I miss two years ago when I got to watch all th sci fi I wanted and hang out with my parents.

Life changes so quickly I don't have time to sit and reflect on my approval of those changes. I just run along quick beside them and adapt.

I'm sad I might be losing my childhood.

I don'twant to grow up yet,.
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