What Gives?

Apr 04, 2009 02:31

You know, I'm trying really hard to be accomodating to putting up with people I do not like. Being civil and courteous and tolerant with people I really fucking hate.

This week coming up I'm supposed to be running an EDH tournament. I have urged everyone to build a deck and even helped several.

I ask everyone to send me messages for questions and suggestions and no one does shit.

and Then I get this IM tonight from someone telling me that bunch of people are going to refuse to play if I do anything other than a 4 way or 1 v 1. Like way to give me a heads up on that. Like I give a shit if they are going to refuse to play.

I fucking hate one of them anyway. I can;t stand Doug I wish he would go find real friends. Maybe I'm just being nasty but I don't think so . everyone else complains about him to me but then no one else will just tell him to fuck off. I don't care what cards he has I don't care what cards of mine he wants. I don't give a shit what formats he plays or what he does in his spare time
. I don't care about anything about him. if I never saw him again it would be to soon. I hate that he has the nerve to pick magic back up and come into my fucking play group and give bad advice to the straggling players. I hate that no one has the guts to just tell him to fucking go to fucking hell.

I hate that he coms in and tells everyone how the tournament should be played and that if that was eveyrone's opinion why they wouldn't just come out and say it soonr when I sent otu the god damn email.

Why no one else will just say what is on their mother fucking minds.

It makes me so mad

I am really bitter right now, about os many people and so many things.

I always viewed myself as being above getting caught in petty dishonest bullshit
Becuase I tell people what I think honestly and I don't lie about shit like that. But now I find myself HAVING to be civil for the sake of what I want to do

I am in such a mental bad mood right now. I finally start feeling better physically and all this shit goes to hell.

FUCK.
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