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Long weekend, friday helped to take my mind of off other things which I really needed. Overall, for how many of my friends went home this weekend I had a lot of fun. Saturday was rather boring at times, but relaxing as well... also something I needed. I have been really frustrated these past few days, understandably so, but I feel like I shouldn't be that way and i hate feeling that way too it really sucks! I talked to my parents and that really helped just knowing that they are okay, but I just have this urge to want to be home right now. There is nothing seeing your family to make everything better and feel safe. Don't get me wrong I feel safe here I just feel as though there is nothing like the comfort of your own home and the safety of being with your family, which is what I need right now! This week is gonna be crazy with DREAM practices and preparations that come along with that. This weekend will not be restfilled like I hoped it could be but rather hectic. The same as this weekend was I feel as though I got no sleep although 2 of the nights is was by choice, but saturday i really did want to sleep but couldn't because of other things until like 4 in the morning. I am gonna stop typing now though... I feel as though I have gotten almost everything out of my system... I hope there could be another venting session later though!