hmmm

[lizalovely]

the past haunts me
every day passing
eating at my soul sometimes
i have a bad memory but i remember what was
and i can tell the difference now
lonely when he is around
easily distracted
i think he sees me differently now
i know he does
why do people say that the truth sets you free
free from what?
the perfect anything?
the only thing that made me happy - now is crumbling inward
imploding even ---
rewind the clocks
please please please
please pleasepleasepleaseplea

ah okay -