rambling.
Like I said...
I only write here cause its more private I think.
Anyway..
It's about quarter to 4 in the morning right now... and here I sit.
Searching for a dreams that I've always wanted to achieve.
Thinking about whether or not being a TV News reporter is REALLY what my future has in store for me.
I found myself looking up jobs on Carnival Cruise line tonight.
How fun would it be to Host a whole trip!
Laugh, have fun.. be happy and excited and get paid for it!?
Gosh. That just sounds to good to be true if you ask me.
Traveling and having fun with all sorts of different people.
Where in the world do I sign up?
Then I found myself looking at Mission Trips..
Sometimes I feel the Lord telling me that's what I need to be doing.
I need to be looking forward to traveling for him..
Spreading his word.
Lately... being a reporter.. I don't know.
I like it I do..
But I think there is so much more out there.
I want to make a difference.
I want to meet more people.
I want to care about people.
and I want to have fun while I'm doing it.
Now onto love...
love..
I'm not going to lie..
Since Brad and I broke up-
(which to me wasn't really a relationship at all)
But, anyway... I've had some options.
I've had boys come into my life.. proclaim a liking to me..
And well as for me? Nope.. I just couldn't find it in me to reciprocate any of those feelings.
So, I say, no no no and no no and no no oh and noooooo.
But.. the one who I can't stop thinking about.. is the boy on the other side of the world.
My favorite is what I call him.
We talk, we laugh, we care and its great.
Little did I know.. a friendship would turn into me falling for someone I've never met.
The question is this? Am I falling for this boy?
Well... As of right now, Im going to say yes.
Even Miss Shainna says--
Liz, I know you like this boy.. why? Because you never tell boys you like them.
Yep. its true. I don't.
But, I'm a modest girl.
I have morals I live by.
And sometimes it scares me to think what is ahead for me.
But then I just pray that God knows what he's doing.
I believe he does.. I just hope I'm not jumping without letting him give me the permission first.
But this boy I tell you..
from what I know..
Is fabulous.
What I like most?
The way he has always shown interest in ME... in my life.. in my days.. in my family.. a boy who cares? what in the world is that? ahha!
well that's one reason why I think he's the best. But I think im going to leave it at that right now...
Im up right now I have tomorrow off-- and Im excited about that.
Hopefully I get a good nights rest.
sigh.
Am I stupid because I look forward to talking to someone I've never met?
Well guess what? no. because we have met.
right?
ok.
im going to bed..
wait no im not.
im going to stay up.
and look for more dream jobs.
I only write here cause its more private I think.
Anyway..
It's about quarter to 4 in the morning right now... and here I sit.
Searching for a dreams that I've always wanted to achieve.
Thinking about whether or not being a TV News reporter is REALLY what my future has in store for me.
I found myself looking up jobs on Carnival Cruise line tonight.
How fun would it be to Host a whole trip!
Laugh, have fun.. be happy and excited and get paid for it!?
Gosh. That just sounds to good to be true if you ask me.
Traveling and having fun with all sorts of different people.
Where in the world do I sign up?
Then I found myself looking at Mission Trips..
Sometimes I feel the Lord telling me that's what I need to be doing.
I need to be looking forward to traveling for him..
Spreading his word.
Lately... being a reporter.. I don't know.
I like it I do..
But I think there is so much more out there.
I want to make a difference.
I want to meet more people.
I want to care about people.
and I want to have fun while I'm doing it.
Now onto love...
love..
I'm not going to lie..
Since Brad and I broke up-
(which to me wasn't really a relationship at all)
But, anyway... I've had some options.
I've had boys come into my life.. proclaim a liking to me..
And well as for me? Nope.. I just couldn't find it in me to reciprocate any of those feelings.
So, I say, no no no and no no and no no oh and noooooo.
But.. the one who I can't stop thinking about.. is the boy on the other side of the world.
My favorite is what I call him.
We talk, we laugh, we care and its great.
Little did I know.. a friendship would turn into me falling for someone I've never met.
The question is this? Am I falling for this boy?
Well... As of right now, Im going to say yes.
Even Miss Shainna says--
Liz, I know you like this boy.. why? Because you never tell boys you like them.
Yep. its true. I don't.
But, I'm a modest girl.
I have morals I live by.
And sometimes it scares me to think what is ahead for me.
But then I just pray that God knows what he's doing.
I believe he does.. I just hope I'm not jumping without letting him give me the permission first.
But this boy I tell you..
from what I know..
Is fabulous.
What I like most?
The way he has always shown interest in ME... in my life.. in my days.. in my family.. a boy who cares? what in the world is that? ahha!
well that's one reason why I think he's the best. But I think im going to leave it at that right now...
Im up right now I have tomorrow off-- and Im excited about that.
Hopefully I get a good nights rest.
sigh.
Am I stupid because I look forward to talking to someone I've never met?
Well guess what? no. because we have met.
right?
ok.
im going to bed..
wait no im not.
im going to stay up.
and look for more dream jobs.