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didnt go to sleep last night. went to a garage sell around 630, no one wanted to buy our cheap shit so we ended up taking it back home and putting it back where it came from. i got a cool orange chair with out realizing there is no where to put it in my room, so i set it in the middle of the floor. i went to lee's at 12 or somewhere around there. i slept for 4 hours all together at his house, he woke me up for about 2 minutes to ask me if i wanted any ice cream, but all i did was pull him towards me and kissed him. then i fell back asleep. i woke up about an hour later and him and chris got me some ice cream. it was a nice way to wake up again. then we watched American History X, and it was a really good movie, not the best ive seen, but really good. i really liked the part where they ass rape him, and when they put the guys mouth to the curb and kick it. they did a good job on making it look real. i felt really sick when i got home, and really gross, even though i took a shower today, but i took another one when i got home. i shaved my legs and under my arms to so i feel alot better.
i hate blood
i hate punishment of being a girl
