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omgggg fcuking my parents sooo much.. this kid i kno is moving to arizona, and tonight was his going away party, but i had dance, so i wanted to go after dance, and i pretty much had it all planned, and i get home and i asked my dad if he would take take me, and he was like, omg liza, no. im way to tired, you'll hafta get over it.. you dont even kno this kid, and i was... omgg.. i cant even type im so ing maddd.. ill try later.. when i actually calm down..
i got so much sht from people today about nathan at the pool.. i cant stand it anymore.. everyone was giving me shhit today.. today was a horibbleeeeeee day.. i had swim team, and couldnt breathe cu of my fuvking asthma and then all the guys at the pool wouldnt leave me alone about nate and timmy and then i had to go to dance for fuxking 6 1/2 hours and all we got was a 15 min break, im wicked tired, then i get home and my parent are fcuking asses, they told me to just get together with him some other time but there's only three days that i can see him, cuz we're leaving saturday for maine and he's moviing saturday and for some raeson it prolly wont work, and then i wont get t say goodbye, and they will nottt hear the end of it if i dont get to day goobye to to him.. and on top of asll thsi i have strep. ufck im in such a bad modddddd.......... sorry about this..
and im wicked confused cuz i think i like someone ( the name's not important), cuz he's like wicked nice to me and stuff, but i have no clue if he actually likes me, and then the guys at the pool always want me to flash them and i dont wanna, so when i say no they;re lke, oh we have no other use for you then.. and i kno they're kidding, but i when people say things like that to me, cuz i dno, it just bugs me a wicked lot, and all the shi t aobut nathan, and they're like telling eberyone about it, and thy dont believe me that im a virgin, and ahhh im soo maddd... and i so e.. i dno i jsut everything rite now. i neeed to get away from heree.. now. like right now. im ging to maine, but i doubt that that will hwelp, xcuz everything got fuct up lart year.. fuuck i cant even talk rite noww. or type.
alrigfht i thinkn im done ranting.. i feel a little better lol..
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Liza