so is this mean?
Momita,
I feel like
i want you to go back to the way that you were before you got a job. when you would sing to us and make up nicknames for us. i want you to be home when i get home and be all happy and sweet. i miss that mommy. now that you have a job I feel like you are constantly annoyed and that everything makes you mad. I feel like you go to sleep mad and wake up mad. I know that you aren’t really annoyed with us, and that you aren’t trying to be mean, I know that it’s you job. you arent mean, but you arent really nice to us anymore. It seems like we are always making you mad, just about the littlest things. when i want to do something you always yell, "WHAT" Its like your just so constantly mad. you come home from work and act like your a doctor and just saw people dying all day. i know that your job isnt fun, but you dont have to act like your day was the hardest of any of ours. how i think of it is that you were stressed enough before you got a job, so why do you need to add more. i know that everyone sees it except you, you pick at daddy from when he gets home on. you are short tempered with me and jesse. I feel like you dont want to spend time with us any more. I feel like you get home and then want to go into your room all day and read or be alone, and even if you don’t get to do that, it's what you want. it seems like you get home and act like you’re so drained, you walk in the door and yell my name, calling me to do something or clean something or pick something up. i haven't heard how was your day? in a very long time. i miss having my friends tell me that my mom is the nicest and coolest ever. i just want you back to normal. everything has changed now and i don’t like it, i can’t hang out with my friends after school, we don’t eat dinner, we are always getting yelled at. i just dont like it. i love you kimmy, and i dont think that it would be right to quit your job but i just want you to be old mommy. I know that it isn’t nice to say all these things, but I’d rather tell you then just think of them all the time….i want you to know how I feel mommy. I miss coming home and seeing sushi in the sink. I love love love love you mommy
i love you,
giggles
I feel like
i want you to go back to the way that you were before you got a job. when you would sing to us and make up nicknames for us. i want you to be home when i get home and be all happy and sweet. i miss that mommy. now that you have a job I feel like you are constantly annoyed and that everything makes you mad. I feel like you go to sleep mad and wake up mad. I know that you aren’t really annoyed with us, and that you aren’t trying to be mean, I know that it’s you job. you arent mean, but you arent really nice to us anymore. It seems like we are always making you mad, just about the littlest things. when i want to do something you always yell, "WHAT" Its like your just so constantly mad. you come home from work and act like your a doctor and just saw people dying all day. i know that your job isnt fun, but you dont have to act like your day was the hardest of any of ours. how i think of it is that you were stressed enough before you got a job, so why do you need to add more. i know that everyone sees it except you, you pick at daddy from when he gets home on. you are short tempered with me and jesse. I feel like you dont want to spend time with us any more. I feel like you get home and then want to go into your room all day and read or be alone, and even if you don’t get to do that, it's what you want. it seems like you get home and act like you’re so drained, you walk in the door and yell my name, calling me to do something or clean something or pick something up. i haven't heard how was your day? in a very long time. i miss having my friends tell me that my mom is the nicest and coolest ever. i just want you back to normal. everything has changed now and i don’t like it, i can’t hang out with my friends after school, we don’t eat dinner, we are always getting yelled at. i just dont like it. i love you kimmy, and i dont think that it would be right to quit your job but i just want you to be old mommy. I know that it isn’t nice to say all these things, but I’d rather tell you then just think of them all the time….i want you to know how I feel mommy. I miss coming home and seeing sushi in the sink. I love love love love you mommy
i love you,
giggles