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I spend my mornings running to class...my days rushing around an office...and my evenings laying around wishing everything were back to the way it used to be. I love my life right now with the support system I've screwed up to the point of no return and my other friends that have seemingly disappeared into a world I have left behind.
I don't find myself to be needy. I just have thursts for things that happen to cross my path.
Nights of men approching and grabbing me...introducing themselves with a manly growl or scream. This is what my life has come down to. Sleepless nights due to nerves, worry, and alcohol content. I've developed new habits that I predict will die hard (usually when I predict things, the antithesis occurs...that is my hope at least). I have not had a single regret. Everything happens for a reason. Mistakes make us who we are now.
I cut my nails because they were getting me in trouble.
I've seen a lot of things and lived a hard life...people expect more out of me but I provide all that I can. Unfortunately that is not enough and they turn their backs on me. That's fine. I'm used to people walking away.
I don't find myself to be needy. I just have thursts for things that happen to cross my path.
Nights of men approching and grabbing me...introducing themselves with a manly growl or scream. This is what my life has come down to. Sleepless nights due to nerves, worry, and alcohol content. I've developed new habits that I predict will die hard (usually when I predict things, the antithesis occurs...that is my hope at least). I have not had a single regret. Everything happens for a reason. Mistakes make us who we are now.
I cut my nails because they were getting me in trouble.
I've seen a lot of things and lived a hard life...people expect more out of me but I provide all that I can. Unfortunately that is not enough and they turn their backs on me. That's fine. I'm used to people walking away.