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Let me update you on life.
Today sucked but the past few weeks have been amazing. The trip this weekend was unbelieveable fun. I was on redline majority of the time and was shaking like a crack addict having withdrawls. I think i came near death twice and forced food down my throat in order to stay alive. After discovering i made finals, a drink was handed to me in celebration...which was origionally my drink...when the morning began it was pink...and by the time it was handed to me it was green. I was kinda scared for my life but i drank it anyway. It was another energy drink. I ended up placing 2nd...should have got first but im not bitter. That night wasnt that fun. I made a theory and i am sticking to it and because of it i am boycotting shows for a while.
Here is my theory on how i think i see people. Any guy and any girl has the potential to get anyone they want. The problem is trying to captivate the other person enough that they will get on their knees wanting more. Fun is what is seeked and what the other person can provide is the pills to relax it.
It has been declared that i am a good kid and what is great about it is that i know how to have "stupid fun" in comparision to "really stupid fun." yeah i dont get it either.
Saw Mr. Womack. He may be moving to Dallas. It is all depending on the interview he has today. It got me mad because i think he took her with him to Ft. Worth. Another thing is that...and yes this is going to be a racial slander...but she is white and blonde...err she may be brunette...i didnt get a good look. I had a dream about it...thats how much it bothered me...and she wasnt pretty in my dream...and thats all that matters. Now we didnt verbally talk...we are back to reality now...but we did talk through TMs. He wouldnt come and see me...jerk. Anywho. He looked good. In one piece still. Which is a plus. Maybe. Sometimes i wonder if he misses me. The steriotypical ex. Of course.
I'm dropping each and every one of them...i'm starting from scratch and whoever cares...thats great.
I just dont know what i want anymore.
Today sucked but the past few weeks have been amazing. The trip this weekend was unbelieveable fun. I was on redline majority of the time and was shaking like a crack addict having withdrawls. I think i came near death twice and forced food down my throat in order to stay alive. After discovering i made finals, a drink was handed to me in celebration...which was origionally my drink...when the morning began it was pink...and by the time it was handed to me it was green. I was kinda scared for my life but i drank it anyway. It was another energy drink. I ended up placing 2nd...should have got first but im not bitter. That night wasnt that fun. I made a theory and i am sticking to it and because of it i am boycotting shows for a while.
Here is my theory on how i think i see people. Any guy and any girl has the potential to get anyone they want. The problem is trying to captivate the other person enough that they will get on their knees wanting more. Fun is what is seeked and what the other person can provide is the pills to relax it.
It has been declared that i am a good kid and what is great about it is that i know how to have "stupid fun" in comparision to "really stupid fun." yeah i dont get it either.
Saw Mr. Womack. He may be moving to Dallas. It is all depending on the interview he has today. It got me mad because i think he took her with him to Ft. Worth. Another thing is that...and yes this is going to be a racial slander...but she is white and blonde...err she may be brunette...i didnt get a good look. I had a dream about it...thats how much it bothered me...and she wasnt pretty in my dream...and thats all that matters. Now we didnt verbally talk...we are back to reality now...but we did talk through TMs. He wouldnt come and see me...jerk. Anywho. He looked good. In one piece still. Which is a plus. Maybe. Sometimes i wonder if he misses me. The steriotypical ex. Of course.
I'm dropping each and every one of them...i'm starting from scratch and whoever cares...thats great.
I just dont know what i want anymore.