yesterday
The day started out good, everything was fine me and Betty ( my cousin ) where playing dress up, and we always do everytime she comes here to visit for any reason. it was funny there was a point where she gave me a shirt and i totally put on backwards..well obviously i don't dress up often only on sundays.
umm we went to the pre funeral thing which was very hard for all of us. betty and i decided we would go up and see my aunt together and she was grabing me telling me to be strong..in the middle of her words each time they where breaking, i new she was crying i mean how can't u u know...we cried a river last night from 4- til what ever time we left there 9 ish i think it was..we decided we would all go out to eat and remind ourselves that my aunt always told us to be happy "she had finished the race, and she was only ahead of us. and she will wait for us there"...hmm for me i don't know i just don't know what to believe these days..but anyway we went to baja grill and it was good theres was like 10 tables put togethere down the whole restaurant it was like a thanksgiving dinner only not. we had fun, me and betty and ben sitting together then everyone else lol..
well now i gotta go get ready today is the day.
umm we went to the pre funeral thing which was very hard for all of us. betty and i decided we would go up and see my aunt together and she was grabing me telling me to be strong..in the middle of her words each time they where breaking, i new she was crying i mean how can't u u know...we cried a river last night from 4- til what ever time we left there 9 ish i think it was..we decided we would all go out to eat and remind ourselves that my aunt always told us to be happy "she had finished the race, and she was only ahead of us. and she will wait for us there"...hmm for me i don't know i just don't know what to believe these days..but anyway we went to baja grill and it was good theres was like 10 tables put togethere down the whole restaurant it was like a thanksgiving dinner only not. we had fun, me and betty and ben sitting together then everyone else lol..
well now i gotta go get ready today is the day.