Jul 28, 2004 02:53
The day started it very well. I got a call from Melissa and you know the usual she came over. We where just hanging out pretty much talking. Then around 3 she said it was time to go home she was going to go to GLO. So I walk her then Stephanie drives by well She see's me and stops, I leave my lil bro (which we where taking with us to fix some video game me and Melissa couldn't fix ourself )
We go by Feliccia's house and the plan is she'll pick us up in an hour. We get Eric, and come back to my place where Felish shows up and we are off to the mall. To be honest I wasn't looking forward to it, but that's what Felish wanted to do it's only fair to go since she's in town very rarely. We get there and were just being goofballs, no one knows us so why not? I decide I need my back popped so I lay flat on the floor and Felish starts walking on me, it was funny at the moment. The we go try on some hats, and I really like a specific one Felish liked it aswell so she decides to buy it for me. After me saying no, then she just goes Liz I have a job now!
Me and Steph go get some Icees, because we both really like em, and were just chugging them down seeing who gets the most brain freezes. ( Which now I think I'm suffering the consequences ) Then we meet up with Becky my "jr high best friend" and it was great we both know how to have fun together so now with the four of us it should be better I thought. Well 10 til 7 comes around...And feliccia's mom still doesn't come. Then 7:15..ok now im highly upset practice started at 7. We get to practice at 7:35! Jorge looked at me, and started going off on me for not being responsible and getting there on time and so on and so on. It made me feel so shitty! And to top it off I continously told my mom to drop my bass at church, well she didn't. So he got even more pissed. He impatiently tells me to practice on the 5 string so I do. And we start practicing for what the last 15 minutes...I start practicing the song he gace me last week. And he goes up to me and goes "what are you playing?!!" I go, I'm practicing how you taught it to me last tuesday. Well, he goes its wrong! And I go, I'm sorry I was only doing what you told me to do this past week. He looks at me and goes, well your wrong. And I said, I'm sorry I'll try harder. Then he teaches me the new way to play it and I'm ok with it, the next minute he wants me to start playin it for him while everyone just wacthes me and Carlos ( the guy that teaches me the bass..not jorge! ) just intensly wacthes well let's face it I totally fucked up, I apologized ofcourse then he rudely goes " where is your head at??" "concentrate!" Well I feel really shitty, I let Carlos down tonight, and it's the thought that I do put my best effort in practice and outside of practice. It's not my fault he taught it to me wrong, right? Well after practice I apologize to Carlos and he was totally understanding; which was good since he's the one that teaches me. By this time, I'm having this major headache, and my throat is just I don't know, bloated is that the word? Well it hurts to swallow and to move my neck. I get home thinking I'm going to take something and just go to bed..Well, I get home and everyone is sitting at the kicthen table including one og my step-dads friends and his friends son. My mom had to me recently she wanted me to meet this guy, and show interest. After all he is a "jesus freak". And I respect it you know, if that makes him happy, Hey! no problem. Well as soon as I walk in my mom quickly tells me I'm eating dinner with them, and she likes this guy for me. ( in spanish ofcourse so they wouldn't think anything you know ) So I tell her I had a bad practicing and I'm in pain! I don't want to, well no! I sit there and I'm talking to this guy his names Aaron. He's not so bad I thought. But I was also thinking "No way jose!" Then he starts telling me about how much he thanks God for blah blah blah blah..Then he starts asking me what's my take on gay marriage and abortion, so I tell him. I don't think he was very happy with my anwser but he still showed interest in talking to me, which was fine, even though I felt like shit. Then we start talking about his personal life. And la..la..la.. Well ok no I'm not interested. But my mom, oh my goodness she's all for it.It's not cool! Well he's coming back tonight...
And now I took some big ass pills for my pain and It didn't help any. I'm still in pain while typing this, and I can't sleep!..It's terrible..