Open house with Adam
I went to open house with Tracy and her mom, I found Adam and went off with him. It was fun.
I just got a call from Amy telling me to be ready by 4 to leave tomorrow. I'm not all that thrilled about this trip considering its a youth group church trip. The theme is "Passion and Purity". I don't really fall into any of those two things.
Today in my relationships class we took this "phsycological" test thing, and our teacher told us to draw certain drawings for a certain amount of time, one of the drawings was a tree. The way i drew my tree signified i fantisize a lot. and in reality i do, so i have fantasies, one day they will all become true. i promise myself anyway. my long tail on my piggy ment im very interested in sex...to be honest its not something i talk about in public very often only today in class Mrs.R made me go in front of the class and show them my drawings. everyone was teasing me at the end. it was somewhat embarrasing, but it was ok i didn't really mind...something that made me laugh is some lines i did on my tree ment i was suicidable, which is very wrong. the thought of me hurting my body on purpose just i dont its this sick feeling to me. but uhhhhhhhhhhhh yea.
so i just got done watching the movie "Jeffrey" it was good i thought, at the end when steve and fuck i forgot the other actors name already.. well the other guy started making out my sister immediatly says "omg! its a gay movie! what are u gay or something turn the channel!" so i get mad and my immdiate reaction is throw the pillow im laying on as hard as i can on her face..so i did. the end..didnt i handle that well? lol
I just got a call from Amy telling me to be ready by 4 to leave tomorrow. I'm not all that thrilled about this trip considering its a youth group church trip. The theme is "Passion and Purity". I don't really fall into any of those two things.
Today in my relationships class we took this "phsycological" test thing, and our teacher told us to draw certain drawings for a certain amount of time, one of the drawings was a tree. The way i drew my tree signified i fantisize a lot. and in reality i do, so i have fantasies, one day they will all become true. i promise myself anyway. my long tail on my piggy ment im very interested in sex...to be honest its not something i talk about in public very often only today in class Mrs.R made me go in front of the class and show them my drawings. everyone was teasing me at the end. it was somewhat embarrasing, but it was ok i didn't really mind...something that made me laugh is some lines i did on my tree ment i was suicidable, which is very wrong. the thought of me hurting my body on purpose just i dont its this sick feeling to me. but uhhhhhhhhhhhh yea.
so i just got done watching the movie "Jeffrey" it was good i thought, at the end when steve and fuck i forgot the other actors name already.. well the other guy started making out my sister immediatly says "omg! its a gay movie! what are u gay or something turn the channel!" so i get mad and my immdiate reaction is throw the pillow im laying on as hard as i can on her face..so i did. the end..didnt i handle that well? lol