Mar 09, 2006 16:15
dude I have MAD money in the bank yo.
saving up for that laptop.
SOO my progress report came in the mail and now its in my inside jacket pocket... there is NO way in hell I'm going to be grounded again.. and probably miss prom.. kthx.
Other then that everything is kinda sorta ok. Except for its kind of not. I'm not sure about anything anymore. I'm sure I want him though. For once in my life i want something to go right for me.
I miss when I was little and didnt have stress. Wait, when was that? Was it when I was a baby and ran into walls with a broken arm? Or was it when I was in 1st/2nd grade and cried whenever I was chosen to be "It" in the friendly game of tag and was afraid for my life around monkey bars? Oh, I know when it was.. in 7th/8th grade when I was the butt of everyone's jokes, thats when I was definately stress free. Or was it a few months ago, when I thought my life was great and I was on stage and wished he would just notice that was there for him? It could be now when I'm ready to just give up on everything.
Well I miss him. There, I said it.