m-azing week
:D i love life its amazing.
so i have a bf. bryan. hes amazing. i care for him so much and just...yea.
well this week has been very tiring though.
but, i still have energy to write this.
he gave me a hug yesterday and kissed me on the top of my head, which, btw, i think is so cute. ive never kissed a guy before, so im not worried, cos i trust him. i want my first kiss to be extra special, especially with him because i feel so comfortable with him. with sean it was sooo like awkward and i dont feel embarrased or anything when im with him, he just brightens up my day and i forget about everything when im with him. when he holds me close, and i can feel his heart beating, it calms me down and all i can think about is how much i want to be with him, he brightens up my day that much more. on sunday i was looking for him and i couldnt find him. i jump cos i felt arms around my waist, i look up and there he was so i go "i found him!" lol it was really cute. i kissed him on the cheek and he did the same when i had to leave on sunday from the swim meet. i just feel so comfortable when i am around him i get butterflies though, like everytime i know im about to see him they come, but when i am actually with him, they go away cos i know that if anything happens itll happen for a reason when im with him. :] i care for him so much....
yesterday i woke up at 3:10 in the fucking morning to finish my DBQ because im a procrastinator and i do things last minute. it was also like the hardest essay ive ever written so yea that sucked. lol
i had a swim meet over the weekend, i did really good and im very proud of myself. i know that nobody will know what this means but hey, who cares its my livejournal.
200 free: 2:20 (pb)
100 breast: 1:18.89 (pb + 5th place ribbon out of everyone)
100 free: 1:04.19 (heat ribbon eh.)
200 IM: 2:31 (pb + 6th place ribbon out of everyone)
50 free: 28.90 (heat ribbon + pb)
100 fly: 1:17 (pb)
yea. i did pretty good in most events. pb means personal best btw lol.
i have another meet this weekend, im psyched cos that means 4 hours a day with bryan and im very excited because its so like new, but it feels so perfect and so right for me. i know he wouldnt do anything if i wasnt comfortable with it though. im extremely happy right now because all of these thoughts have been going through my head all day and yea. it just is awesome writing it down because i can share with everyone how i feel right now. :]
so i have a bf. bryan. hes amazing. i care for him so much and just...yea.
well this week has been very tiring though.
but, i still have energy to write this.
he gave me a hug yesterday and kissed me on the top of my head, which, btw, i think is so cute. ive never kissed a guy before, so im not worried, cos i trust him. i want my first kiss to be extra special, especially with him because i feel so comfortable with him. with sean it was sooo like awkward and i dont feel embarrased or anything when im with him, he just brightens up my day and i forget about everything when im with him. when he holds me close, and i can feel his heart beating, it calms me down and all i can think about is how much i want to be with him, he brightens up my day that much more. on sunday i was looking for him and i couldnt find him. i jump cos i felt arms around my waist, i look up and there he was so i go "i found him!" lol it was really cute. i kissed him on the cheek and he did the same when i had to leave on sunday from the swim meet. i just feel so comfortable when i am around him i get butterflies though, like everytime i know im about to see him they come, but when i am actually with him, they go away cos i know that if anything happens itll happen for a reason when im with him. :] i care for him so much....
yesterday i woke up at 3:10 in the fucking morning to finish my DBQ because im a procrastinator and i do things last minute. it was also like the hardest essay ive ever written so yea that sucked. lol
i had a swim meet over the weekend, i did really good and im very proud of myself. i know that nobody will know what this means but hey, who cares its my livejournal.
200 free: 2:20 (pb)
100 breast: 1:18.89 (pb + 5th place ribbon out of everyone)
100 free: 1:04.19 (heat ribbon eh.)
200 IM: 2:31 (pb + 6th place ribbon out of everyone)
50 free: 28.90 (heat ribbon + pb)
100 fly: 1:17 (pb)
yea. i did pretty good in most events. pb means personal best btw lol.
i have another meet this weekend, im psyched cos that means 4 hours a day with bryan and im very excited because its so like new, but it feels so perfect and so right for me. i know he wouldnt do anything if i wasnt comfortable with it though. im extremely happy right now because all of these thoughts have been going through my head all day and yea. it just is awesome writing it down because i can share with everyone how i feel right now. :]