i REALLY should be in bed.
update.
i joined track so im barely ever on the computer now. right now im trying to juggle track, swimming, jazz band, piano, AYM, pit for the play, and schoolwork. plus stress with colleges and stuff. i have no idea what to do with my life like seriously, this just effing sucks.
and plus ms. monthie has to teach us the hardest garbage in the world and its sooo irritating.
i have the fashion show tomorrow and im not sure how im gonna do my hair, im really bad with it, like i cant style my hair in cool ways i do two styles: straight and curled.
pathetic much? i think so.
so tomorrow i have AP US early morning review and i really should be in bed.
im so tired its ridiculous.
in the past 2 days ive done about 150-200 pushups, and they arent those sissy ones.
i mean ligit push ups. and i feel like my arms are about to fall off, its that bad. i have the worst shin splints i want to chop my legs off because im pretty sure it wouldnt hurt as bad.
i suck at running and the only reason why im doing it is to strengthen my legs for swimming. and im not just saying i suck like some people. i really do suck. i dont go around saying i suck meanwhile i can do almost anything. eff that. srsly its really annoying sometimes. ive spent alot more time with amanda since she does sprinting now. its pretty cool.
today i had pit rehearsal and i really hate the music because its so flipping hard. but the songs have been stuck in my head since saturday, its really bad. and 6 hour rehearsals...yeah. they can kill somebody.
i joined track so im barely ever on the computer now. right now im trying to juggle track, swimming, jazz band, piano, AYM, pit for the play, and schoolwork. plus stress with colleges and stuff. i have no idea what to do with my life like seriously, this just effing sucks.
and plus ms. monthie has to teach us the hardest garbage in the world and its sooo irritating.
i have the fashion show tomorrow and im not sure how im gonna do my hair, im really bad with it, like i cant style my hair in cool ways i do two styles: straight and curled.
pathetic much? i think so.
so tomorrow i have AP US early morning review and i really should be in bed.
im so tired its ridiculous.
in the past 2 days ive done about 150-200 pushups, and they arent those sissy ones.
i mean ligit push ups. and i feel like my arms are about to fall off, its that bad. i have the worst shin splints i want to chop my legs off because im pretty sure it wouldnt hurt as bad.
i suck at running and the only reason why im doing it is to strengthen my legs for swimming. and im not just saying i suck like some people. i really do suck. i dont go around saying i suck meanwhile i can do almost anything. eff that. srsly its really annoying sometimes. ive spent alot more time with amanda since she does sprinting now. its pretty cool.
today i had pit rehearsal and i really hate the music because its so flipping hard. but the songs have been stuck in my head since saturday, its really bad. and 6 hour rehearsals...yeah. they can kill somebody.