the longest day of my life.
doing...nothing.
lifeguarding. one of the easiest yet hardest jobs one can do.
sitting there, doing nothing.
for 8.5 hours.
just...watching. the pool. constantly. no breaks.
also, i am the worst sunblock putteronner in the world. i have sections of my legs that i COMPLETELY missed.
ayyy.
10:30-7. what fun.
of course, im doing it...again. on monday.
fdhlasdjfhalsdf.
oh well, ill do anything for 10 bucks an hour.
at least at all pro i talk to the kid (singular!) that im teaching and theres the other instructors that are so nice. so time flies there. and the most ive ever worked there was a 5 hour day.
and anyway. again, the instructors are soooo nice and awesome. im becoming a lot closer with alot of them. esp. stefanie, kim, rob, and chelsea(a little bit).
but hey. who knows?
anywayy. today i was supposed to hang out with deb after work, but those plans deteriorated because by the time i got home and ate dinner it was already 8. and tomorrow i have work 9-1.
so hopefully we'll be able to do something tomorrow. cos i feel like i havent seen her in sooo long.
next year. ayayayyyy.
im excited in a way, but im really not. because of the fucking ap book. its awful. the school year is creeping up really fast. doez anyone know when exactly the journal thing is due? is it due the first day back or is it like mortys was like, a week into school?
i looked at the definitions that we have to do...a killer!.
ah shit.
anyway. ive seriously decided that thi syear im going to really make an effort to do my best. im not gonna be on the computer as much once school starts. and i still have to jugglehomework, piano, clarinet, AYM, jazz band,swimming, and now work. during my daily routine. so far its gonna be monday:school, swimming(6-7:30ish). tuesday:school, work (3-7)jazz band (7:30-9). wednesday:school,piano(2:15-3:15), AYM(6-9) thursday and friday:same as monday.
and then saturday i have swimming from 6-8AM and then work from 9-1.
then sunday:church. so already im booked. add homework and the "boo" turns to "fuc". lmao.
ahhh
stress much?
i want to have fun, but i also know that i need to pick it up a notch, one of the reasons why i dont think i should have a boyfriend right now, because they just make life complicated, agreed?
so yeah. with the whole situation with that, i think im not going to do it, i think im gonna just go with how i feel and im not feeling anything towards this. so basically...
fahlksdfakljsdhflaksjdhflaksdjfhlakjdjhflaksjdhlakdjhalksjdfhlaksjdfhlaskdjfhalsdkjf.
thank you.
and goodnight.
lifeguarding. one of the easiest yet hardest jobs one can do.
sitting there, doing nothing.
for 8.5 hours.
just...watching. the pool. constantly. no breaks.
also, i am the worst sunblock putteronner in the world. i have sections of my legs that i COMPLETELY missed.
ayyy.
10:30-7. what fun.
of course, im doing it...again. on monday.
fdhlasdjfhalsdf.
oh well, ill do anything for 10 bucks an hour.
at least at all pro i talk to the kid (singular!) that im teaching and theres the other instructors that are so nice. so time flies there. and the most ive ever worked there was a 5 hour day.
and anyway. again, the instructors are soooo nice and awesome. im becoming a lot closer with alot of them. esp. stefanie, kim, rob, and chelsea(a little bit).
but hey. who knows?
anywayy. today i was supposed to hang out with deb after work, but those plans deteriorated because by the time i got home and ate dinner it was already 8. and tomorrow i have work 9-1.
so hopefully we'll be able to do something tomorrow. cos i feel like i havent seen her in sooo long.
next year. ayayayyyy.
im excited in a way, but im really not. because of the fucking ap book. its awful. the school year is creeping up really fast. doez anyone know when exactly the journal thing is due? is it due the first day back or is it like mortys was like, a week into school?
i looked at the definitions that we have to do...a killer!.
ah shit.
anyway. ive seriously decided that thi syear im going to really make an effort to do my best. im not gonna be on the computer as much once school starts. and i still have to jugglehomework, piano, clarinet, AYM, jazz band,swimming, and now work. during my daily routine. so far its gonna be monday:school, swimming(6-7:30ish). tuesday:school, work (3-7)jazz band (7:30-9). wednesday:school,piano(2:15-3:15), AYM(6-9) thursday and friday:same as monday.
and then saturday i have swimming from 6-8AM and then work from 9-1.
then sunday:church. so already im booked. add homework and the "boo" turns to "fuc". lmao.
ahhh
stress much?
i want to have fun, but i also know that i need to pick it up a notch, one of the reasons why i dont think i should have a boyfriend right now, because they just make life complicated, agreed?
so yeah. with the whole situation with that, i think im not going to do it, i think im gonna just go with how i feel and im not feeling anything towards this. so basically...
fahlksdfakljsdhflaksjdhflaksdjfhlakjdjhflaksjdhlakdjhalksjdfhlaksjdfhlaskdjfhalsdkjf.
thank you.
and goodnight.