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So today was spent being rather productive. In day two of my search for a job, I have now a grand total of 10 applications. Hopefully I'll get something...at this point I think I'd be willing to take just one.
Me and Mom went shopping tonight, which was, for once, a pleasant and relaxing experience. A very rare occurance.
I spent the rest of the night watching movies, because I'm really not feeling too great. I didn't get to work out today, which sucks, as I was out all afternoon, and went out with Mom after dinner. Before break I decided I was going to get my ass in gear, and make sure to work out every day while I was home, and hopefully get myself into a better habbit of doing so for when I head back to Boston. I feel pretty guilty about it, despite not feeling good. I tend to get all excited about an idea for a couple of days (at most) and then I seem to lose focus or just forget about it completely...in a sense, I tend to give up...easily at times. Ok, maybe give up is being a bit harsh on myself, I don't really think that's the case. I think I just get distracted. I always concern myself with what is going on at that exact moment, rather than thinking about the future, or even what has occured in the past. This may account for me making some of the same mistakes, being a little erratic in my decision making, and some of my other bad habbits.
Who knew that the simple topic of missing a work out could lead to self-analysis...
However, I am determined to be back on track tomorrow. I can't wait to be back in Boston, using the lovely Marino center, and going running on the Charles...ahhh yesss...Boston, you're my home.
Me and Mom went shopping tonight, which was, for once, a pleasant and relaxing experience. A very rare occurance.
I spent the rest of the night watching movies, because I'm really not feeling too great. I didn't get to work out today, which sucks, as I was out all afternoon, and went out with Mom after dinner. Before break I decided I was going to get my ass in gear, and make sure to work out every day while I was home, and hopefully get myself into a better habbit of doing so for when I head back to Boston. I feel pretty guilty about it, despite not feeling good. I tend to get all excited about an idea for a couple of days (at most) and then I seem to lose focus or just forget about it completely...in a sense, I tend to give up...easily at times. Ok, maybe give up is being a bit harsh on myself, I don't really think that's the case. I think I just get distracted. I always concern myself with what is going on at that exact moment, rather than thinking about the future, or even what has occured in the past. This may account for me making some of the same mistakes, being a little erratic in my decision making, and some of my other bad habbits.
Who knew that the simple topic of missing a work out could lead to self-analysis...
However, I am determined to be back on track tomorrow. I can't wait to be back in Boston, using the lovely Marino center, and going running on the Charles...ahhh yesss...Boston, you're my home.