Aug 30, 2003 08:29
So school has started. What a bloody mess. I just want out. This is coming from a girl who hates change, and right now, I want chage in so many areas of my life that i can feel it in my bones. Ya know, i really need a car, or I really need someone to teach me how to drive stick because I am sick of being the only person in my group of friends who does NOT have there driving independence. I am SICK of being stuck in this gay house, and this gay town. And i am sick of being such a pussy, my parents are TOO protective of me, and I do nothing to fight it (hence me being a pussy). I guess I just figure that obeying my parents will eventually leed to them lettin go of "their baby girl" but I'm just so ready to have more privledges now.
You wanna knwo the worst feeling in the world...no it's not being alone...and its not having the one u want so bad...no my friends...it's regret. Exspecially when it's somthing that with all your heart you don't want to regret. Well I'll leave u with that for nwo and finish up later! buh byes