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Not sure how i am going to adjust to school again.
The projects
the papers
the busywork
the tests
the mornings
the people
the noise.
Not my choice environment by far. Gotta get used to seeing the same people everyday and hearing the same idiotic immature chatter. I'm excited! Don't get me wrong, I really like learning and understanding things better but i get so restless in an environment that is so restricted and regulated. I don't like being told what i should study and when. I'd like to be able to read books on end when i feel like it and NOT make annotations.(I actually forgot how much i loved reading because i would get so bogged down in annotating.) And if one day i want to do math, hooray i'll do it but being forced into a routine of classes that is anything but enjoyable...it just makes me not want to go back.
I dont hate school, or the idea of it at all.
I mean I want to be a teacher, and i think they have one of the most important jobs in the world. But I hate that they are restricted to doing what the curriculum says and not being able to teach freely and without structure...At the same time that much power should not be put in the hands of just any teacher beacuse in many cases the students would be negatively affected. I guess I think there should be a middle ground... a golden mean between being allowed to teach whatever on a subject and being forced to follow strict guidelines. blah blah blah. im shutting up.
Haha. Let's not dread what is coming. Still a couple weeks left. I'm happy right now because collin gave me back his sweatshirt and all i can smell is his cologne :D yay. Bed timeeeee tooo
Good night.
The projects
the papers
the busywork
the tests
the mornings
the people
the noise.
Not my choice environment by far. Gotta get used to seeing the same people everyday and hearing the same idiotic immature chatter. I'm excited! Don't get me wrong, I really like learning and understanding things better but i get so restless in an environment that is so restricted and regulated. I don't like being told what i should study and when. I'd like to be able to read books on end when i feel like it and NOT make annotations.(I actually forgot how much i loved reading because i would get so bogged down in annotating.) And if one day i want to do math, hooray i'll do it but being forced into a routine of classes that is anything but enjoyable...it just makes me not want to go back.
I dont hate school, or the idea of it at all.
I mean I want to be a teacher, and i think they have one of the most important jobs in the world. But I hate that they are restricted to doing what the curriculum says and not being able to teach freely and without structure...At the same time that much power should not be put in the hands of just any teacher beacuse in many cases the students would be negatively affected. I guess I think there should be a middle ground... a golden mean between being allowed to teach whatever on a subject and being forced to follow strict guidelines. blah blah blah. im shutting up.
Haha. Let's not dread what is coming. Still a couple weeks left. I'm happy right now because collin gave me back his sweatshirt and all i can smell is his cologne :D yay. Bed timeeeee tooo
Good night.