in the blink of an eye........
yet another year gone by... i wonder if it's the year, or it's just age - glad to be leaving behind what's gone by and looking forward to what's ahead. guess the most important thing i learnt this year was to recognize when there are things that can't/won't change, so the next best thing to do is to live in the moment and then pick yourself up and walk away. best memories are probably of my holidays in japan and vietnam, both intense in their own way. rowena said i should be proud that i've stayed in the job for 1 yr 7 mths, since my prob is in staying put, not in moving away. hm... that's sort of ironic since traditionally i can't let go... typical crab... haha... oh! but just realised it makes sense since aries rules my career... okie.. sorry .. i'm rambling.
it's still the little things that count in the end, and shall try from now to live in the present rather than in the past or future. other thing i need do is 'de-junk' my life...
did my cards today after leaving them for a long time - msg was basically that i'll reap what i sow... but indications of my restlessness are all over the place and rather disturbing. changes are definitely up - i wonder when, and how. what i seriously need to do is figure out my direction tho'... as been nagging myself since months ago... the feeling of being trapped isn't going to go away very soon i don't think. in spite of the 2 week break i've had, i don't feel particularly motivated or refreshed in terms of work. sigh. will try anyhows.. so gambatte-ne...
it's still the little things that count in the end, and shall try from now to live in the present rather than in the past or future. other thing i need do is 'de-junk' my life...
did my cards today after leaving them for a long time - msg was basically that i'll reap what i sow... but indications of my restlessness are all over the place and rather disturbing. changes are definitely up - i wonder when, and how. what i seriously need to do is figure out my direction tho'... as been nagging myself since months ago... the feeling of being trapped isn't going to go away very soon i don't think. in spite of the 2 week break i've had, i don't feel particularly motivated or refreshed in terms of work. sigh. will try anyhows.. so gambatte-ne...