horrors
yesterday was horrible. 2 accidents. and not as minor as mine. the people are overall ok, but stitches and hairline fractures.. my god. i was pretty freaked.
and then some bad news in the afternoon. i guess i saw it coming, but i chose to ignore it. still, it makes me incredibly sad. and i don't hide my feelings well. mr. wonder producer keeps asking me if i'm alright and that only makes me want to cry. i feel bad to make him worry. he knows i'm not leaving, but worries anyway... haiz. everything feels like it's coming down all at once... not feeling like i can keep it together much longer... but must still try.
i can't even imagine what today is going to turn out to be like. just keeping my fingers crossed that no more accidents will happen and that we'll all finish this in one piece.
and then some bad news in the afternoon. i guess i saw it coming, but i chose to ignore it. still, it makes me incredibly sad. and i don't hide my feelings well. mr. wonder producer keeps asking me if i'm alright and that only makes me want to cry. i feel bad to make him worry. he knows i'm not leaving, but worries anyway... haiz. everything feels like it's coming down all at once... not feeling like i can keep it together much longer... but must still try.
i can't even imagine what today is going to turn out to be like. just keeping my fingers crossed that no more accidents will happen and that we'll all finish this in one piece.