Apr 17, 2005 04:12
Today was one of those days in which I felt I accomplished a great nothing. No new people met, no new places explored, no new knowledge gained. Wish there was some great meaning in my life to which I could work towards, but if it exists, I haven't discovered it yet. Maybe it's a motivational problem. I don't know, but I'm not content with the current state of things at all. There must be a better way to use the time I've got. On that note, I'd like to say to that special someone that everybody hopes for, that I hope most of my wait is over. Fuck the hoes, fuck the bitches that just want to use you, fuck the vain bitches, fuck all of that. I'm still waiting for the girl that's meant for me, and although you motherfuckers might think this shit is cheesy, all I can say is that I don't want to trouble myself with bullshit girls anymore, and said bullshit girls are all around me. So, let me keep my hope. I just hope she doesn't pass me by. I'm going to bed.