Jul 22, 2007 00:16
Today I found out that there is more to this surgery than I had previously been aware of.
The nurse told me, that there is a small incision near the bottom of the wound.
Anyways. I bought four new books today. The Talisman, Skeleton Crew, Dolores Claiborne, and The wicked wit of Oscar Wilde.
Only trouble is, they're all so awesome I don't know which one to start first.
I feel very depressed today, and have been crying.
I don't know if this emotion is a result of my isolation, and sickness, or for some other reason.
Sometimes I feel like there's no one I can really trust. Even Mira, even though I trust her with important things, sometimes she can be pretty flaky.
It seems like whenever I tell someone a secret, they end up using it against me.
I miss seeing all my school friends. And now Ona has moved away to England, and it's just like, I have no reason to see them anymore.
I don't really know anyone in Maple Ridge. I'm thinking I should just move to Langley.
Sigh. I suppose I should phone my work and tell them that I'm not coming in until this wound has closed up. I don't want to start bleeding on the dishes lol.