Only love can bring the rain.
Depressing piece of shit.
I don't really feel sad. I think the antidepressants are finally working.
Except now, it's like "I'M GONNA KILL MYSELF! :D :D :D Death is AWESOME!"
So... update. The antibiotics aren't working. I have a feeling that maybe it isn't an "infected hair follicle" after all. I've been taking four of these huge ORANGE pills a day, for almost two weeks, and nothing has really happened. The doctor said it would likely clear up after only one week.
If I have to get surgery, I'm going to blow my brains out. I am so scared of knives.
SO. Come next month... it will have been a year since I had... Something.
I've had opportunities, but for one reason or another I didn't want to. Except now I feel really depressed about it.
I don't know what to do. I kind of want to wait until I'm at least eighteen before I try dating again. God knows that the two people I've dated before both ended up in catastrophe.
Anyways. I reactivated my Superdyke account lol. And put up a new picture. OOH. MAYBE I'LL GET SOME HITS. Oh dear. Well, writing class now. Gotta go.
I don't really feel sad. I think the antidepressants are finally working.
Except now, it's like "I'M GONNA KILL MYSELF! :D :D :D Death is AWESOME!"
So... update. The antibiotics aren't working. I have a feeling that maybe it isn't an "infected hair follicle" after all. I've been taking four of these huge ORANGE pills a day, for almost two weeks, and nothing has really happened. The doctor said it would likely clear up after only one week.
If I have to get surgery, I'm going to blow my brains out. I am so scared of knives.
SO. Come next month... it will have been a year since I had... Something.
I've had opportunities, but for one reason or another I didn't want to. Except now I feel really depressed about it.
I don't know what to do. I kind of want to wait until I'm at least eighteen before I try dating again. God knows that the two people I've dated before both ended up in catastrophe.
Anyways. I reactivated my Superdyke account lol. And put up a new picture. OOH. MAYBE I'LL GET SOME HITS. Oh dear. Well, writing class now. Gotta go.