May 11, 2004 17:21
I have been working on my plans for discusion in this weeks FOF. Another one of my friends has found out about my OLD habit. For those of ou that know I AM DONE!!! I am never going to do it again! it does not take away the mental pain, it just distracts you from it for short periods of time. I have learned this and know that it is NOT healthy. These are the things that you would never know about a person, especially someone who always looks soo happy and smiley. By just looking at a person you would not be able to tell that they have depression, OCD or any other disease. Especially if they are like me and good at hiding it, except when I spilled half a bottle of Purell! I almost died!!! I got a weird look today cause I was cleaning off my pop can with a wet wipe. I get queer looks all the time because of that. Anyways on to my day.....I woke up and hit my shin on the table in the hall, now its bruised. I got to school and talked to Ms. B then I went to sit in Mrs. P's first hour until class started, then took my 3 sec walk to Dingemans for Physics. I burnt my finger on a burning hot resistor today in the electronic lab, Ms. D said next time we Should UNPLUG the battery before goofin with the wires. I walked Smitty to class after announcements...sigh..I wish I was the VP, oh well maybe class VP will happen. I am on the Queen Bees for Relay...with my sis and her buds. 2nd I worked on the FOF stuff, almost dropped the laptop but I dove for it and twisted my knee. 3rd I sat and surfed the web, 4th I did homework and eavesdropped on convos in the room. Thats what happens when you are sitting alone and bored, I told Mr. Meloche about my externship this summer with the infectious disease guy. It will be pretty cool. 5th I made fun of Kowalski and goofed on the web. BLAH BLAH BLAH SAID THE PENGUIN!! hahaha jk 6th I growled internally at Sinutko! I think she can tell I hate that class with a passion! 7th I snoozed through Larkins Women in the bible class and wrote lyrics out in my Notebook. then I waited for 10 mins in the parking lot for my sister to find that my mom thought I had a meeting THIS tuesday when I was next, so she picked her up. Drove off with my truck open again. I ALMOST KILLED MY CARPOOL!!!! GRRR I had a bag o balloons in my trunk k, soo the girl who got out to shut it found them and brought them into the car. She asked for one and I said sure why not, they both took one and had a contest the ENTIRE way to their homes to see who could make the most high pitch noise with it. I wanted to pull the car over, and for those of you who dont know WE as in my carpool and I LIVE 45 FRICKIN MINUTES AWAY!!! 45 minutes of giggles and squeaks. I was ready to jump out! so then I came home to the comp and here I be since.