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yeah, It's been over a year since I posted. But the amount angry and unhappy I am, not for prime time. Not for facebook. Not for public consumption.
at work: the stupid, it burns. How many times can people do things and not do them right? how many times can they ask me the same question? or a different variation of the same question. The reason I like Traci at work best is because she remembers things. She rarely asks me the same question twice. She is good at what she does and not flakey and not an airhead and I can't wait till everyone else around here is back on the same page (she had a mental health issue that had her out for nearly two months this spring and so she has to "earn back trust") but it is frustrating for me as she is the best backup I have here.
At home: 12 year old likes to argue at least as much as he did when he was five (remember "I love you too much to argue" "no you don't, you don't love me too much to argue"?) Yesterday I told him we will have to start scheduling dates for things because I will commit to doing something with him and then he will tell me, "eh, I don't feel like it anymore." Which makes me crabby ,a s I took time and energy to work up to the plan and I am not at a point in my like where the impromptu is not something I do very well, at least not at the end of my day.
oh there's more, but I am tired. Tired and angry and ready for fall.
and hey, who wants to go to Wyoming next week? At least I will get to see coconuthead :)
at work: the stupid, it burns. How many times can people do things and not do them right? how many times can they ask me the same question? or a different variation of the same question. The reason I like Traci at work best is because she remembers things. She rarely asks me the same question twice. She is good at what she does and not flakey and not an airhead and I can't wait till everyone else around here is back on the same page (she had a mental health issue that had her out for nearly two months this spring and so she has to "earn back trust") but it is frustrating for me as she is the best backup I have here.
At home: 12 year old likes to argue at least as much as he did when he was five (remember "I love you too much to argue" "no you don't, you don't love me too much to argue"?) Yesterday I told him we will have to start scheduling dates for things because I will commit to doing something with him and then he will tell me, "eh, I don't feel like it anymore." Which makes me crabby ,a s I took time and energy to work up to the plan and I am not at a point in my like where the impromptu is not something I do very well, at least not at the end of my day.
oh there's more, but I am tired. Tired and angry and ready for fall.
and hey, who wants to go to Wyoming next week? At least I will get to see coconuthead :)