Mar 31, 2009 13:09
Hey everybody!
I have to say even with some downers, I'm doing pretty good.
I'm still having back and shoulder issues but they are slowly getting better. I'm back in physical therapy. Twice a week. exercises twice a day and I'm seeing the change. I dont wake up in pain anymore. I'm working on my posture. My back hurts when I slouch for too long if im at the computer for too long. If I do a lot of running, dancing, longboarding, stuff like that. But it doesnt hurt to anymore to simply walk up and down stairs or walk to classes. Theres alot of exercises I still cant do with my shoulder but I keep rehurting it if I do things like opening the door with that arm and I sleep on it alot and im trying to break myself of it.
Summer is coming its getting warmer. That automatically lifts my spirits. Doctors think I have SADD. So my mood is usually more depressed in the winter and when summer and spring comes I get all this energy and a generally happier mood. however its kinda like YAYYY SUMMERRR wait...will i be able to swim? Will I be able to longboard? Will I be able to get back in the gym? Will I be able to mountain bike?..run around with my cousins??? Dance??? Then I get a little sad. but its slowly getting better like i said so hopefully by June I will be doing all that stuff again but taking it easy.
Recently my music life is increasing. I've written a bunch of songs and never learned how to play the guitar to put music to them and never really had anyone to help. So I asked my buddy Sean and we put one of my songs to music already its great I love it. We should be working on more maybe this weekend. His band, after hearing me sing. Invited me to sing at their performance last night in the HUB (main center for campus events) we did a cover of Hot N Cold by Katy Perry. It was fun. and got compliments after. So we'll see where this goes. Theres a recording studio back at home and my mom knows the guy who owns it so maybe ill go in their this summer and play around a bit.
I've been trying to figure out what im doing when i graduate. The photography school is on the back burner right now. Just dont have the funds. So I think ive come to the conclusion that I'm working at home for a year saving money and I want to head South somewhere like maryland, or north carolina I love those places. and If I do have SADD it will be better for my health and mental state. Not exactly sure where i'll work. but probably in hopsitality industry and try and take a few classes for like guitar, photography, event planning every now and then. till i can afford to go to either Boston for a year, or find somewhere down south with a photography program. If not I'll be teaching myself and its harder to get your name out there that way but I'll work hard at it.
Ok I have to go to my Dr's appointment now so catch you later!