hi
well i never write in here so i figured why not write in here for a change...umm...ive got alot fo shit on my mind...mostly lauren...i really miss her alot!! and i dont know if shes alright cuz i have heard nething from her yet...hopefully shell call me soon!!! i dont know how much longer i can wait to hear from her...its like i have no one to talk to right now her b/f andrew told me that if i needed nething to call him and hell talk to me and help me but i feel weird talkin to him and shit so yea...he said something the other night about me and lauren getting emancipated and going and living with him and his 3 friends and hed take care of us...but i dunno...plus i have no reason to be emancipated!!! so w/e lauren might wanna kool into it tho cuz he just really wants to see her right now...i dunno...ive been listening to nobodys home by avril...over and over and over again...i dont knwo why but i am...i dunno...im just worried and when he told me that her parents said they might send her to live with her dad i went totally numb and still am i cant feel nething...i dont know why i just cant...like i feel numb yet i hurt at the same time...i dont understand this feeling...wtfe...i just hope she calls me tonight or something so i can know whats goin on...
~grapes
~grapes