Just let my life die in pieces bithces....
Im staying...as if it matters....
I wanted to stay, but I guess that that was only when people thought that I was leaving. I guess it really takes something as silly as weed.
Monday was my 17th bday!! woot woot!! I dont feel older...just more drama and dumb bullshit to worry about. I got to spend part of the day with my baby, but ya know time is time and I was glad for that! on Monday my sis amy hailey heather and I went to National..that was fubby!! GOOD TIMES GRLZZ
I spent most of my week with Wes. I really have a feeling that Im letting people walk all over me. I wanted the time I thought that I had to be cool, and it was, but then once I said that I was staying it was just like ooooh. ya know. I think that I might have my attorney file an emergency petiotiont o let me get outta here. I hate crying I hate having this fucking feeling. I hate being used. I really dont care, but right now is not the best time to be walking all over me. Im trying to live on my own and get stable. It just sucks to know that I thouht things could be different, I thought coming home and having changes and shit woyuld be 10937836586485 times better...ya right!!
.....who the fuck am I....do u kno?
Fuck it all...I dont give a shit, have my heart, have my life, have anything u want....there really isnt much left to give....
Jacky....or me...w.e...
I wanted to stay, but I guess that that was only when people thought that I was leaving. I guess it really takes something as silly as weed.
Monday was my 17th bday!! woot woot!! I dont feel older...just more drama and dumb bullshit to worry about. I got to spend part of the day with my baby, but ya know time is time and I was glad for that! on Monday my sis amy hailey heather and I went to National..that was fubby!! GOOD TIMES GRLZZ
I spent most of my week with Wes. I really have a feeling that Im letting people walk all over me. I wanted the time I thought that I had to be cool, and it was, but then once I said that I was staying it was just like ooooh. ya know. I think that I might have my attorney file an emergency petiotiont o let me get outta here. I hate crying I hate having this fucking feeling. I hate being used. I really dont care, but right now is not the best time to be walking all over me. Im trying to live on my own and get stable. It just sucks to know that I thouht things could be different, I thought coming home and having changes and shit woyuld be 10937836586485 times better...ya right!!
.....who the fuck am I....do u kno?
Fuck it all...I dont give a shit, have my heart, have my life, have anything u want....there really isnt much left to give....
Jacky....or me...w.e...