Last Night
Last night i went to the mall with Ashley L, omg i haven't hung out with her in soo long! Over the summer we used to be together all the time..i miss her. we better keep hanging out Ash! haha anyways..we met up with Lauren and a few of her friends, there was this kid Johnny that was there, and he was really drunk, it was really funny..Oh lord..when i first saw Lauren she like ran over and gave me a huge hug, and like killed me.haha i love her. she's so crazy. i've heard so much shit these past couple of days..about Mark..and all these other girls he's supose to be getting with..and it's kinda starting to bother me..but there's nothing i can do..so whatever. i honestly have no idea what to do..he told me, "i'll never hurt you, i promise" ..why can't anyone keep a god damn promise to me? why is it that every guy i like fucking hurts me worse and worse every time..i'm so sick of this boy bullshit..so whatever. i need to just be alone..and party with my girls..and say whatever happens between me and who ever else..happens..and i honestly just can't start to like someone a lot..because i'll once again end up hurt...okay. i'm getting in the shower..then waiting for Ashley to call me when she gets home from her Basket Ball game. <3