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I'm sittin' at Christine's and I decided to update my journal since it's been so long... Well, I started messing around with this guy, Josh, and I find that to be a mistake... I'm just a piece of ass to him...and on top of that, he denies me..so fuck him..I don't need his bullshit!....And besides him...Emily is driving me insane..b/c like I want her...But she's still focussed on Sherry...Amd honestly, I kinda like her...But that's to confusing so I'm not even gonna go there...so...
Anyways, what else?...I've been kinda depressed feeling lately...b/c like..I'm super ashamed of myself about a lot of stuff that's been going on lately...Like...I dunno...It's hard to explain without airing all of my business...so..yeah..you know...
Blah!...What else?...My counselor lady and I figured out that I ahve a major issue with facing reality and shit...and with her I;m like finding out a lot of stuff about myself...it's so weird..Oh and I have only cut twice in the past 5 months..i'm so proud of myself...ya'll know ya'll are proud of me too!!!!
Well..I think that's about all...well all i can think about at the moment...so...peace!
Anyways, what else?...I've been kinda depressed feeling lately...b/c like..I'm super ashamed of myself about a lot of stuff that's been going on lately...Like...I dunno...It's hard to explain without airing all of my business...so..yeah..you know...
Blah!...What else?...My counselor lady and I figured out that I ahve a major issue with facing reality and shit...and with her I;m like finding out a lot of stuff about myself...it's so weird..Oh and I have only cut twice in the past 5 months..i'm so proud of myself...ya'll know ya'll are proud of me too!!!!
Well..I think that's about all...well all i can think about at the moment...so...peace!