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Well lets see i have a crush on a guy who doesn't even know me (he knows who i am cuz i have classes with him) but still its a guy i know nothing will ever happen between us so ya another usless crush why can't i find an actually guy that i have a chance with god damn it my whole circle of friends has changed yet again school sucks i have like a c in everyone of my classes i'm so not motivated to do school work ummm the only good thing that has happened is ice skating and that i have beem accepted into central the school that i have known that i've wanted to go to since the moment we moved my sis into her dorms so ya i think i need to set some goals right here right now but i only really know one for right now and that is to bring up my grades and to try to pay attention in bio and trig lol i just want to do what my mom told me to do and that is to put myself out there but i'm too shy around guys lol but around my friends i'm insane i wish i could just be that why around him or any other guy