just plain weird!
I dunno anymore i guess u can say i'm confussed and mostly out of it this past week i guess i really hate this feeling its like i don't know what to do anymore i am starting to feel hopeless and i've become lazy when i'm like this i've realized it well yesterday was the only good day i had the only bad thing was that i blew up at my mom over the phone after school but besides for that it was pretty good i was slap happy most of the time during school then i went to my cousin's show and they've gotten really good besides for them having this guy come up and rape during two songs it was good o and i guess the screaming my cousin was doing made the songs a little better i guess lol but ya i think they'll go far if they stay together lol but ya umm i got yelled at for not mashing or jumping lol i kinda felt out of place but o well it was fun anyways lol so ya i hope everything in my life straightens out and that i'm not so upset anymore well i don't know if it is upset but i feel used in a way i guess or tricked i dunno i just hate this feeling and i want it to go away