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Oct 18, 2004 16:03

Well today started out BLAH when i woke up and i knew i shouldnt go to school but noooooo mom made me!!!! and so then i was bored in first as usual but then in second my friends got my hope up about "bubbles" and said he thought that bubbles would like me and ask me out and such... umm yeah thats a negative! ahhh it really sucks... i have never gotten the feeling i get when i just see the kid like bahhhh

yeah and cameron and alli have some sort of problem with each other and cant leave each other alone so there for no one noticed i was upset at lunch today.... you think they would... but no.... and then camerons like are you mad at me because your acting differnet and i was like "no" but on the inside i was like im not mad but it would be nice of you to notice when i fell like crap... just a thought you know... how i treat yall... that would be nice.... ahhh this really blows

i used to be so thankful for my friends but they dont notice anything at all! i really need friends who do... i push people away when i need them the most... i guess i figure by pushing them away they'll come back? i dont know it really has no logic...

if ur looking foR peRfection..
- " d o n t | L o o K | a t | m e " -
because i'Ll only let u doWn
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