"What happens if you sing country music backwards?"
You get your job and your wife back! HaHaHaHa!! Gotta love the Scooby Doo joke book!!! HaHaHaHaa!!!!!
Wow. Last night was uh..I can't think of a word to describe it. I went to Eddie's at 11 after he got out of work, bringing him his birthday apple pie from Wednesday that me and my dad ate like half of. LoL. He finished playing the game he was playing then we just laid down and watched part of Scorpian King. I, of course, had no idea what was going on so I put on toon disney and watched Gargoyles. hehe. And some other shows like Darkwing Duck and Talespin. Well, sorta watched. hehe. But then things got weird. Because I wasn't sure about certain things. I don't know what to do anymore, or what I want. I know you people have no idea what I'm talking about (and if you think you do, you don't) because only Eddie knows but yea. Blah blah. Fast forward until about 2:45, he got all pissed off for something that was his choice once again and left the room. So I was laying on his bed crying because I am so lost with him sometimes. And he just was in the other room watching T.V. So like 15 minutes later I went in there and flipped out, trying not to scream at him, being the fact that it was 3 in the morning and everyone was sleeping. Then I just sat on the futon as far away from him as possible and he went into the other room. Then I went in there real quick just to get my stuff and I saw that he was going to sleep. So I tried talking to him and he was his usual unanswering self. So I got all frustrated and upset so he gave me a hug and blah blah. Then I got my stuff and went to go into the other room but he asked me to lay with him. So I laid next to him, holding him, for like 30 minutes with him sleeping, me trying not to sleep, until my brother came at like 3:45. I met his friend Kyle (a girl hehe), they drove me home and went back out. I wasn't tired so I started watching Late Night with Conan O'Brien. I finally went to sleep at like 4:30.
I just don't know. Eddie knows what I'm going through, trying to get over, yet he pushes and gets mad when things don't go his way. Sorta. I really don't know how to explain it. I just want him to be there for me, and support me, and help me get over this. I tried telling him that last night but I don't know. He said last night was it, but I don't know. We'll see. I'm trying. And hopefully he knows that. We'll just have to see what happens next time I talk to him. =/
Wow. Last night was uh..I can't think of a word to describe it. I went to Eddie's at 11 after he got out of work, bringing him his birthday apple pie from Wednesday that me and my dad ate like half of. LoL. He finished playing the game he was playing then we just laid down and watched part of Scorpian King. I, of course, had no idea what was going on so I put on toon disney and watched Gargoyles. hehe. And some other shows like Darkwing Duck and Talespin. Well, sorta watched. hehe. But then things got weird. Because I wasn't sure about certain things. I don't know what to do anymore, or what I want. I know you people have no idea what I'm talking about (and if you think you do, you don't) because only Eddie knows but yea. Blah blah. Fast forward until about 2:45, he got all pissed off for something that was his choice once again and left the room. So I was laying on his bed crying because I am so lost with him sometimes. And he just was in the other room watching T.V. So like 15 minutes later I went in there and flipped out, trying not to scream at him, being the fact that it was 3 in the morning and everyone was sleeping. Then I just sat on the futon as far away from him as possible and he went into the other room. Then I went in there real quick just to get my stuff and I saw that he was going to sleep. So I tried talking to him and he was his usual unanswering self. So I got all frustrated and upset so he gave me a hug and blah blah. Then I got my stuff and went to go into the other room but he asked me to lay with him. So I laid next to him, holding him, for like 30 minutes with him sleeping, me trying not to sleep, until my brother came at like 3:45. I met his friend Kyle (a girl hehe), they drove me home and went back out. I wasn't tired so I started watching Late Night with Conan O'Brien. I finally went to sleep at like 4:30.
I just don't know. Eddie knows what I'm going through, trying to get over, yet he pushes and gets mad when things don't go his way. Sorta. I really don't know how to explain it. I just want him to be there for me, and support me, and help me get over this. I tried telling him that last night but I don't know. He said last night was it, but I don't know. We'll see. I'm trying. And hopefully he knows that. We'll just have to see what happens next time I talk to him. =/