Ginny woke up the next morning, she wasn't in the same clothes she was in last night, she sat up and rubbed her forehead.
"What the hell happened?" she muttered to herself, but then she began to think, "maybe it was all a dream...yeah.." feeling a little better, she got up out of bed and "ouch!" she looked down at her knee where she fell she took it harder than she thought, she looked in the mirror and noticed she was a total mess.
Ginny couldn't hide behind maybe it wasn't true, tears began to fill her eyes. How could she tell them what happened...'what did happen?' she thought to herself, she walked into the bathroom, and shut the door, she turned on the water for a shower, and she looked into the mirror again, how could she face anyone with what had happened. She looked into the mirror and she thought back to the guy...who...she didn't even know his name, he never went to Hogwarts......this confused Ginny anymore.
Someone knocked on the door, "is anyone in there?" Ginny got into the shower knowing that the person would hear the running water, Ginny wasn't ready to deal with anyone yet. Ginny couldn't help herself from crying, she knelt down and wrapped her arms over her head, she just wanted to scream. How could she be so stupid. How could she let him touch her. How could she go to the party not seeing anyone she really knew. Ginny was feeling so stupid she wished she could just drown herself in the shower. She would NEVER EVER be able to tell her parents about this, she wasn't even sure if she could tell anyone in her family. She didn't know who to turn to. She just let the water fall down on her and couldn't help the tears from falling down on her.
Ginny after spending a good amount of time in the bathroom, feeling like she had been in there long enough and felt able to feel like she could talk to someone without going into tears. Ginny left the bathroom and walked to her room. "About time little prat." Ron said eagerly trying to get into the restroom. Ginny didn't say anything back or even look at him, he was right she was a little prat, if it wasn't her wanting a 'good' time none of this would have ever happened.
Ginny got dressed, but she only put sweatpants on and a over large t-shirt. She didn't want to do anything today, or tomorrow, or ever. The same question that ran through her head once she admitted it was true was, who was that guy? Ginny decided the only thing to do would be to write to Elizabeth and Sarah. Ginny wrote on a piece of paper, she then realized she didn't see either one of them towards the end when she was with...him. Ginny grabbed her diary, from underneath her mattress and she opened it. Ginny had placed a charm where only she would be able to read what was actually written in it.
(I'm such an idiot. I.....last night was a stupid thing for me to do, I should have NEVER EVER EVER went to that party, that shall be my greatest mistake. I'll never do something so stupid ever again. of course no one knows, they'll never understand, why did I just start making out....why did I let him touch me.....)
tear flown down her face and fell on the pages, she shut the diary and fell on the bed and buried her head into the pillow. There was a slight tapping at the door, Ginny was frozen, who was it....
"Come in." she said meekly, walked in was Hermione "Ginny, are you okay." Ginny had tears flowing down her face and she shook her head, Hermione shut the door and went over to her and just hugged her, and held her. Ginny began to tell her everything, from the moment she laid on her bed craving to go out and do something, till...till well she was screaming no in her mind, but her mouth wouldn't work. "and the worst part is, I don't even know who he was, those green eyes, blond hair...thats all I can remember...." Hermione held on to her and rocked her. She held her and said "You know it's not your fault right?" Ginny looked up at her, she wasn't sure why Hermione said that but she sort of smiled and just sat there she just took the comforting words, she just didn't believe it. Hermione took Ginny and looked her in the eyes and said "Ginny I'm so sorry, I'll find out who did this to you." Ginny sprang up, "NO!" she wasn't sure why she said it, "No you can't. I'll do it, it's my problem I'll find out." Hermione rolled her eyes, "Don't be silly, I'll help you, do you know exactly what you had to drink?" Ginny shook her head no, she wasn't all that sure it was whatever was on the table. "hmmmm, I'm going to go look something up but you just get ready dinner is almost ready, thats what I was here to get you for." Ginny smiled she was glad to have Hermione around, she had someone she could confide to and not worry about being judged.
Ginny put some better clothes on more acceptable rather than her, I want to feel crappy clothes. She walked down as dinner was being prepared. "Theres the prat that took eight hours in the bathroom." Ron had not been told anything which made Ginny slightly secure she smirked as Hermione stomped on Ron's foot under the table. "OUCH! what was that for?" Ginny smiled widely. "Oh sorry Ron." Hermione smirked and her eyes looked up to Ginny. Sat down and her mother was there, Bill and Fluer, and her father, Ron and Hermione, Harry is suppose to come later in the summer a few days or so. It was a nice dinner, Fluer was making everyone nervous, and Bill was talking about how the office work was going. It was a peaceful meal. Ginny got up and dismissed herself from the table, she was just not ready to be questioned on anything not that they would but she just didn't want to chance it.
Ginny who was still shook up by all that has happened in the last twenty four hours, would love to have taken it all back, but she was just slightly taken back. Ginny smiled to herself, this was all going to be forgotten, and no one would know any better. She closed her eyes she began to drift to sleep.
Ginny was walking around her home, she felt odd for a moment she looked down and she noticed something, she was pregnant
Ginny woke up, "Oh no!"