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today was HORRIBLE. tomarrow will be worse though. i finally told my mom i'll probably be failing journalism. she was really dissapointed. i guess it doesnt phase me right now because i was really dissapointed in myself when i figured out that i wouldnt be passing the class. i dont know what's happened to me these last few weeks. everything has just been a mess. and it's really eating away at me. next week will be nice i think. just chilling with jessi and sleeping. sleeping is good. i miss summers with jessi. i miss.....innocence and honesty. i miss not being pathetic. aimee says i'm annoyingly emo (i think that's how she worded it) and i think that's bullshit. gabe is annoyingly emo (wink)