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I rarely have dreams about sex, and when I do they are just foreplay - caressing and such, but very little actual erotic touching. They are nice because it is obvious sex is going to happen and I wake up with a new fantasy.
Last night, though, I had as close to a sex dream as I have ever had but it was about a girl - weird, but completely acceptable. We were drunk (I had that buzzed feeling) and in what seemed to be a hotel room and making out and she was topless, without a bra, and wearing jeans. I started to kiss down her neck and in between her tits, down to the waistband of her jeans, which I spent a long time kissing along, back and forth. I went back up to kiss her and that's all I remember.
I'm frustrated. First of all, I wish it would have gone on because I have always wanted a girl-on-girl experience but am slightly lost as to how it would work out, so it would be nice to have a template. Also, as nice as it was and although I have absolutely nothing against sex with a girl, I am irked that I have never had an equally vivid dream about a man because that would have been a wonderful thing to play back in my head all day long - I can gurantee I would have soaked through my panties with that. (It was a wonderfully vivid dream.)
Newest awake-fantasy is the father of some children I babysit. I don't think it's him in particular, it's just that the babysitting thing has always been huge for me. Naturally, it will never ever happen or even come close but it's a nice fantasy anyways - while I am facing his wife who is writing a check or something he comes up behind me and slides his hand down the waistband of my skirt, caressing my ass. A few days later, his family is out of town and he calls me (we both know we want it) and I come over, we get upstairs and take off our shirts and we start kissing and I ask him what kind of sex he likes - does he like control? intimate? kinky? and he responds that he will show me how he likes sex to go as he pushes me onto the bed, sliding his hand up my thigh to find that I am wearing no panties, lightly sliding his finger up my clit as my mouth wanders down his chest, my fingers sliding down his back and below his pants.
Last night, though, I had as close to a sex dream as I have ever had but it was about a girl - weird, but completely acceptable. We were drunk (I had that buzzed feeling) and in what seemed to be a hotel room and making out and she was topless, without a bra, and wearing jeans. I started to kiss down her neck and in between her tits, down to the waistband of her jeans, which I spent a long time kissing along, back and forth. I went back up to kiss her and that's all I remember.
I'm frustrated. First of all, I wish it would have gone on because I have always wanted a girl-on-girl experience but am slightly lost as to how it would work out, so it would be nice to have a template. Also, as nice as it was and although I have absolutely nothing against sex with a girl, I am irked that I have never had an equally vivid dream about a man because that would have been a wonderful thing to play back in my head all day long - I can gurantee I would have soaked through my panties with that. (It was a wonderfully vivid dream.)
Newest awake-fantasy is the father of some children I babysit. I don't think it's him in particular, it's just that the babysitting thing has always been huge for me. Naturally, it will never ever happen or even come close but it's a nice fantasy anyways - while I am facing his wife who is writing a check or something he comes up behind me and slides his hand down the waistband of my skirt, caressing my ass. A few days later, his family is out of town and he calls me (we both know we want it) and I come over, we get upstairs and take off our shirts and we start kissing and I ask him what kind of sex he likes - does he like control? intimate? kinky? and he responds that he will show me how he likes sex to go as he pushes me onto the bed, sliding his hand up my thigh to find that I am wearing no panties, lightly sliding his finger up my clit as my mouth wanders down his chest, my fingers sliding down his back and below his pants.