November 12, 2009
Dear Daddy,
I'm sorry it's been so long since I wrote you. You obviously know I'd never forget about you. But anyways. I've been okay. Surviving. Trying not to choke mom, cause honestly, She's apeshit crazy. I can't control her much anymore, and she's just bouncing off walls with everything. I rather not discuss it though. In all honesty, it's just too much.
Daddy, Benji proposed today. :) In less than two months I'm gonna be Danielle Fusco. I wish you could be there. Literally. I wish you could take me down the aisle. I still have no idea who is going to. There's a few I could see doing it for me, guys that have always been there for me you know? We'll see though Dad.
I'm moving after Christmas. I don't know if I told you that yet. I don't remember if I did either. But yeah. I'm excited, and scared at the same time. I wonder how I'm gonna survive, but I think in the long run dad, this will be better. I'm sure you don't like that I'm leaving mom, but God dad, if you could only see how she is now. I really just can't handle it anymore. I'm not that happy out here, and I am when I am in Oklahoma. You'd love Kelsey, she's so adorable.
Don't worry dad, I ain't pregnant yet either. I'm still waiting on that. I love you, and I miss you. I carry you on my arm now. A scar to forever last, and I don't care how faded it gets over the years, I'll just get it redone. The pain was worth it. The pain doesn't compare to the emptiness I am left with without you there. Or the pain I experienced the day you slipped away. But don't worry dad, I'll be okay. One day, right.
Love you daddy,
Your little girl
I'm sorry it's been so long since I wrote you. You obviously know I'd never forget about you. But anyways. I've been okay. Surviving. Trying not to choke mom, cause honestly, She's apeshit crazy. I can't control her much anymore, and she's just bouncing off walls with everything. I rather not discuss it though. In all honesty, it's just too much.
Daddy, Benji proposed today. :) In less than two months I'm gonna be Danielle Fusco. I wish you could be there. Literally. I wish you could take me down the aisle. I still have no idea who is going to. There's a few I could see doing it for me, guys that have always been there for me you know? We'll see though Dad.
I'm moving after Christmas. I don't know if I told you that yet. I don't remember if I did either. But yeah. I'm excited, and scared at the same time. I wonder how I'm gonna survive, but I think in the long run dad, this will be better. I'm sure you don't like that I'm leaving mom, but God dad, if you could only see how she is now. I really just can't handle it anymore. I'm not that happy out here, and I am when I am in Oklahoma. You'd love Kelsey, she's so adorable.
Don't worry dad, I ain't pregnant yet either. I'm still waiting on that. I love you, and I miss you. I carry you on my arm now. A scar to forever last, and I don't care how faded it gets over the years, I'll just get it redone. The pain was worth it. The pain doesn't compare to the emptiness I am left with without you there. Or the pain I experienced the day you slipped away. But don't worry dad, I'll be okay. One day, right.
Love you daddy,
Your little girl