School in two senses and uh.. jobbs. I need cash muthafuckas.
Schools started.
Social life is now being limated to hanging out at night only. At which, unsuprisingly, no one wants to hang out. Silly kids and their sleep.
I realized that I am not afraid to speak infront of people today in my public speaking class. I get nervous before I get up there and then once I start talking, I'm fine and energetic. No one really cares about me anyway, it's college, none of them will know my name by the end of the semester anyways.
I have a second interview for Icing on friday. I'm not too sure if I really want to work there though. It looks fun and everyone that I've met that works there seems very cool and nice but during my first interview she told me that one week i might only get six hours and another week i might get 25 hours. I have bills to pay kids. haha
I really want to move out and I might be able to go to baker college in owosso if I can convince my mom to let me. She doesn't seem to excited about me going to any colleges that involve me moving out. I don't know why it really matters though, I plan on being moved out by next summer, I'm trying to set realistic goals for geting out. But to be completely honest, I don't think it's going to happen until I graduate, unless I go to a school far enough away that I can't commute. I'll just need to find a job out there that can help me out with my cell phone bill, gas, car insurance, and smmmoookkkkinnnnng. I think I should go. Why not? it's only an hour and a half away, so it's not like I can't come back on the weekends, during breaks. It's definatly not too far that no one would come visit me. Maybe it is though, sometimes my friends can be gay and even the smallest drive is too far to come see me. But whatever, my TRUE friends will come see me. Right? right.
Well this was long enough and no one will read it but it killed sometime and somewhat suppressed my boredom, which will come back to surface as soon as I press post.
Love love. Kisses, hugs, etc. Have a great night, I'm in a good mood.
Despite the factt that I'm bored.
btw, I might swear too much. haha.
Social life is now being limated to hanging out at night only. At which, unsuprisingly, no one wants to hang out. Silly kids and their sleep.
I realized that I am not afraid to speak infront of people today in my public speaking class. I get nervous before I get up there and then once I start talking, I'm fine and energetic. No one really cares about me anyway, it's college, none of them will know my name by the end of the semester anyways.
I have a second interview for Icing on friday. I'm not too sure if I really want to work there though. It looks fun and everyone that I've met that works there seems very cool and nice but during my first interview she told me that one week i might only get six hours and another week i might get 25 hours. I have bills to pay kids. haha
I really want to move out and I might be able to go to baker college in owosso if I can convince my mom to let me. She doesn't seem to excited about me going to any colleges that involve me moving out. I don't know why it really matters though, I plan on being moved out by next summer, I'm trying to set realistic goals for geting out. But to be completely honest, I don't think it's going to happen until I graduate, unless I go to a school far enough away that I can't commute. I'll just need to find a job out there that can help me out with my cell phone bill, gas, car insurance, and smmmoookkkkinnnnng. I think I should go. Why not? it's only an hour and a half away, so it's not like I can't come back on the weekends, during breaks. It's definatly not too far that no one would come visit me. Maybe it is though, sometimes my friends can be gay and even the smallest drive is too far to come see me. But whatever, my TRUE friends will come see me. Right? right.
Well this was long enough and no one will read it but it killed sometime and somewhat suppressed my boredom, which will come back to surface as soon as I press post.
Love love. Kisses, hugs, etc. Have a great night, I'm in a good mood.
Despite the factt that I'm bored.
btw, I might swear too much. haha.