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I never really believed in regrets.
But I guess there is one thing that I do really regret.
Loosing my friendship with Mexico.
God do I miss him. I'm fucking crying right now.
But he was like my best friend ever.
I'm not sure if it was all my fault or if we just both changed.
I just wish things would be how they used to be.
Lately I've been missing him more and more.
I was listing to a cd that he made that was in my car.
I don't really know what else to say.
But I miss him and I wish I could say a lot of this stuff to him.
Most of the time I figure it's a lost cause and I guess I'm just to much of a pussy to do so.
I'm going to make this non friends only in hopes that maybe he'll reasd it or someone else will and let him know about it.
Or maybe I should just work up the damn courage and talk to him myself.
I think I need someone to talk me into it.
But I guess there is one thing that I do really regret.
Loosing my friendship with Mexico.
God do I miss him. I'm fucking crying right now.
But he was like my best friend ever.
I'm not sure if it was all my fault or if we just both changed.
I just wish things would be how they used to be.
Lately I've been missing him more and more.
I was listing to a cd that he made that was in my car.
I don't really know what else to say.
But I miss him and I wish I could say a lot of this stuff to him.
Most of the time I figure it's a lost cause and I guess I'm just to much of a pussy to do so.
I'm going to make this non friends only in hopes that maybe he'll reasd it or someone else will and let him know about it.
Or maybe I should just work up the damn courage and talk to him myself.
I think I need someone to talk me into it.