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A night of excitement, never leads to a night of passion, or even a future of a relationship. Such sorrow music comes from every direction following this theme, and when you think you've got the best of luck lately - you'll be sure to be reminded of this one, of many facts of life - some things are still, too good to be true.
I'm not relating to myself in a full extent, just saving the questions from being asked right there.
"Everything has an ending, it's as simple as that. If it began, it must end. Love is included, don't argue this. You don't love somebody after they die, you miss them. You don't miss them because you love them, you miss them because of the love you had. Simple point, willing to debate this if you're up to trying. Sadly, a lot of the endings are probably some of the most feared, and saddening possible experiences. Your relationship for two years, or your date for a night. After it's over, you sit wondering how it ended up like this. Want to change past events? Why for? It's still going to happen at one point or another."
I have to remember this, and I share to others. Now while this post may not be completely on one topic, and of course it's a huge rant - it slowly does relate to me. Okay, so you're thinking "I'm not relating to myself in a full extent..."; well, I lied. It's all about me, and I'm venting myself here.
It's been a while since I've truly had a change in feelings inside, a female that sticks on my mind for days - rendering me restless. I must make a confession, as I should've done this before. Savannah, while you are a lot of what I like in a person, it's almost completely impossible for me to be impacted from such a long distance relationship. I do not mean this in a harsh way, I care quite a bit about you. It'd be so much different if you were here, and you know it. A fact being, even you experience this feeling - through having a boyfriend in NJ. There's a lot more I should explain, and I'm so willing to on AIM, e-mail, even a phone call (I'll pay).
Now, it's not so much of a girl that impacted me (okay, it was, but let me expand), but more of the personality she has. What defined her. It's a common opinion that everybody has a unique personality - while some of this is true, there's common characteristics I love about people. Two that seems to be a HUGE pluses is confidence, and self-esteem. She had these characteristics.
Funny I seek self-esteem, when I can't even work up the nerve to advance because I feel I'm not good enough. Plus fear of rejection doesn't exactly help.
I'm surprisingly in a good mood though, and have been for a couple days now, better then I was before such landmark events.
There are somethings I wish I could mention, and some things I wish I could just simply do. Complexity.
//end rant.
I'm not relating to myself in a full extent, just saving the questions from being asked right there.
"Everything has an ending, it's as simple as that. If it began, it must end. Love is included, don't argue this. You don't love somebody after they die, you miss them. You don't miss them because you love them, you miss them because of the love you had. Simple point, willing to debate this if you're up to trying. Sadly, a lot of the endings are probably some of the most feared, and saddening possible experiences. Your relationship for two years, or your date for a night. After it's over, you sit wondering how it ended up like this. Want to change past events? Why for? It's still going to happen at one point or another."
I have to remember this, and I share to others. Now while this post may not be completely on one topic, and of course it's a huge rant - it slowly does relate to me. Okay, so you're thinking "I'm not relating to myself in a full extent..."; well, I lied. It's all about me, and I'm venting myself here.
It's been a while since I've truly had a change in feelings inside, a female that sticks on my mind for days - rendering me restless. I must make a confession, as I should've done this before. Savannah, while you are a lot of what I like in a person, it's almost completely impossible for me to be impacted from such a long distance relationship. I do not mean this in a harsh way, I care quite a bit about you. It'd be so much different if you were here, and you know it. A fact being, even you experience this feeling - through having a boyfriend in NJ. There's a lot more I should explain, and I'm so willing to on AIM, e-mail, even a phone call (I'll pay).
Now, it's not so much of a girl that impacted me (okay, it was, but let me expand), but more of the personality she has. What defined her. It's a common opinion that everybody has a unique personality - while some of this is true, there's common characteristics I love about people. Two that seems to be a HUGE pluses is confidence, and self-esteem. She had these characteristics.
Funny I seek self-esteem, when I can't even work up the nerve to advance because I feel I'm not good enough. Plus fear of rejection doesn't exactly help.
I'm surprisingly in a good mood though, and have been for a couple days now, better then I was before such landmark events.
There are somethings I wish I could mention, and some things I wish I could just simply do. Complexity.
//end rant.