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The best things in life. I'm a fan of spring rain, storms, what have you. The sound of thunder, the sight of lightning - I love it. Best part about it would probably have to be the air, so much moisture. The nights filled with thunder always leave just about the best mornings ever. When it's stormed all night, then the sun peeks out for the morning, around 8-ish. It's warm, and wet... the sun reflects off the still-wet roads as I drive to school. I hear the low tone of my exhaust, this morning is too perfect to disturbed with the flooring of my engine.
I laid in bed all night, slept until about 12am... just laid in bed for a little while. It's so warm, and I get a generally good feeling about everything. Optimism comes from these nights.
I do have pessimism though, and it circles about the upcoming weekend. I can't really plan anything, but it's not too much of an event I can plan.
I daydream so much, I have these little "fantasies" that I know will never come true. But yet, I continue to do so - it makes me smile. Does anybody ever daydream other than me? It's probably why I don't talk much, because in my mind, I'm somewhere else. Now, this isn't true for everyone, but if it's just a peaceful moment, I'm thinking for sure. I think too much.
I'm the "sweet" guy... always nice? Cute, funny? Yet this is a bad thing, because girls always go for the guy who'll be an ass every now and then. Ugh, I don't get that part. Besides my lack of trust, and faith in relationships - this is why I also don't like relationships. I doubt myself so constantly, I hear the same line everytime from everybody - so that only helps for me to doubt myself.
I'm an ugly person inside. Wait till you see outside.
I laid in bed all night, slept until about 12am... just laid in bed for a little while. It's so warm, and I get a generally good feeling about everything. Optimism comes from these nights.
I do have pessimism though, and it circles about the upcoming weekend. I can't really plan anything, but it's not too much of an event I can plan.
I daydream so much, I have these little "fantasies" that I know will never come true. But yet, I continue to do so - it makes me smile. Does anybody ever daydream other than me? It's probably why I don't talk much, because in my mind, I'm somewhere else. Now, this isn't true for everyone, but if it's just a peaceful moment, I'm thinking for sure. I think too much.
I'm the "sweet" guy... always nice? Cute, funny? Yet this is a bad thing, because girls always go for the guy who'll be an ass every now and then. Ugh, I don't get that part. Besides my lack of trust, and faith in relationships - this is why I also don't like relationships. I doubt myself so constantly, I hear the same line everytime from everybody - so that only helps for me to doubt myself.
I'm an ugly person inside. Wait till you see outside.